I think I completely lack self-esteem... Why do I keep answering this 'tard?  I spent 5 hours with him.. and I don't think there was even a conversation besides talking about fruit flies.  "Put a gun to my head and paint the walls with my brains."  This is some other 'tardo, which will remain nameless.  I really hope he stops messaging me.  Ever ( Read more... )

Wow, it's been almost a year since I last updated this thing.  I'm not dead!  I always seem to say that, don't I?  Well.. let's see what's happened so far.. I don't really like to dwell too much on the past, but I will sum it up in a few lines.  Last summer, I went to Florida, then Paris, then to Halifax.  All very fun trips that I probably don't ( Read more... )

I'm in another one of my moods again.  I'm not in the mood to post my rantings on facebook because I get too much attention.  I prefer strangers reading my shit than people I know in person to do so.  I don't know where to start.  It seems that everything is bottling up again and I'm getting upset over anything.  So, guess what happened with me ( Read more... )

Oh, I forgot to mention the happier things.  I went to the nerd convention this year and saw Bruce Cambell, which was pretty cool.  I carried alot of comics for my brother.  I also got a new hamham and his name is Chester E. Arthur.  The E stands for Edward or maybe it's Elgin.. I don't know.  His hair is mostly grey and white.  He has a grey head ( Read more... )

I always end up erasing everything I write because I loose motivation quickly and think that whatever I'm writing is horrible.  Here goes more horrible writing.  I'm feeling really ansty and on edge.  Maybe I should go build my Coke puzzle or clean my room.  I think it's because it's near work time and I haven't gotten myself a teaching job still ( Read more... )

I really hate how you can't fix the behaviours of some adults.  I hate rudeness.  I seem to experience that quite often at the school.  blah.  I'll be gone soon, so don't fret miss.  Another thing that has been bothering me is how alot of people around me seem to be getting married and spawning brats.  What is up with that?  Am I the only one that ( Read more... )

I'm having one of those depressing moments again.  Seems to happen when I'm not working and on a break.  I start to think about things that I've tried to push aside.  I hate feeling like this.

Mel

Hello, I haven't written a while!  The reasons are still the same - I'm sleebee and I whine too much and who wants to hear that?!?  Anyways.. thought I should say something.  Today was kinda a creepy day for me.  A supply teacher (who I thought was semi-normal) asked if I was single and then said he wanted to hook me up with his Asian teacher ( Read more... )

I haven't had much to report on lately, so that's why I haven't been posting.  Yesterday my hamster, Sally died.  The night before I knew something was really wrong.  I knew something was wrong with her for a while.  I know hamsters get old and organs begin to fail, so I don't need the speech.  She didn't act like she was sick, so I continued to ( Read more... )

I haven't ditched this thing.  I just have alot of moments where I'm too tired or lazy or feel that nothing is worth posting.  Yeah, that's me.  I still log on here and read other people's stories.  People are interesting to me because I'm oh so boring.  I'm just going to truncate the past couple months.  September I was at a school, which I didn't ( Read more... )