if you read this.... i'm completely falling for you. more and more each day.  i am so happy it's unreal.  i know you are worried, worried about a lot of things. it makes me worry.... but i know we will work.  i cannot wait to see you.  you make my heart beat so fast, and you make me smile so much. <3!!

letters that i cannot really send.....

1) Dear Ryerson, 
               LET ME IN! I can't be in Thunder Bay anymore, it sucks here!!! I realize that my grades are not fantabulous but they are a lot better then they were at the start of the year.  I know i can do better, I need to get in. Please, please, please let me in!!! PLEASE!

2) Boy
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 well... it has most definatly been a while since i have written ( Read more... )

next year will suck.

June 27th, 2006 (03:47 pm)
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this is how it works
it feels a little worse
and when we drove our hearse
right through that screaming crowd
while laughing up a storm
until we were just bone
until it got so warm
that none of us could sleep

then all the styrofoam
began to melt away
we tried to find some worms
to aid in the decay
but none of them were home
inside their catacomb
a million ancient ( Read more... )

So denied so I lied are you the now or never kind ( Read more... )

i like him...
UUUGH i'm sick of liking boys cause it never ever woorks.
i hate how hes on my mind.
no more hand holding.

two headed boy, shes all that you need...

First went wrong is hard to find,
We’re paralyzed, we apologize; our hell is a good life.
Last went wrong but where's my prize, under the lights?
Can we call it in? We'll be on the road.
Can we stop? When we stop,
My back will turn your face towards the fence.
What I thought it was it isn’t now
What I thought it was it isn’t now

All this weight is ( Read more... )

i made LD.
awwh yeah.

heres some pictures from vegas and the zone.


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i wanted to see zach today before he left... nope.
guess i'll wait a year...

i wanted to see kaitlin before she left... nope.
i won't see her for a long time now...

i dont want to fool around with mr diddler in a car tonight... stop asking.
i'm sorry i just don't think i want to anymore. 
but i can't tell him that.

i'm sad.
someone cheer me up