yeah.so today was going great. really really well.. UNTIL some GUY aske me if i was PREGNANT.. so im not eating. i'll probably only eat in front of cynthis so she wont go all crazy on me and stuff food in my mouth. i wonder how long i can go. scottys probably gonna make me eat in front of him to prove it too. shit dude! ugh. i feel like a fatass ( Read more... )

dum dum dum!!! i ate potatoes. i feel sick.. like yukky pukey and i dont want to go to my damn school. i went to college this morning lookin like shite. i think everyone did today, except the 'beautiful girl'.. whom i secretly envy. shes always pretty. no matter what she wears, she'll still be pretty. she could be a model, i swear. i bet she will ( Read more... )

ok ok ok. so im in a bad mood because its 1156 in the pm. i have school tomorrow.. my meeting with mr.g and i have to trn in my work. i was hopin to hve my english 12-2 credit done by now and i was also hoping to have mychapter ten test done, but no. no im not. this is he first time that i've been slacking off for quite a while, and its driven me ( Read more... )

hello my pretties. im at home, done withbig school and must be in my seat at little school in approx. an hour. i smell like the nifty perfume cynthi bought me for xmas. yesterday i called in sick for little school and hung out with scotty all day, went to the bibliotecka and then munched on carne asada fries minus the carne.. i missed him. he hugs ( Read more... )

if i were a color, what color would i be? i think i'd be a cool color, like periwinkle.. or maybe pale blue. what do you think? this morning, while dropping my mommy off at work, i heard that song "sugar kisses".. it goes **lips like sugarrrrrrr... sugar kissessssssss..**. i like that song. its nice. then i had coffee. i have cramps. ouch. damn ( Read more... )

hello dear diary. im at school and so doing this without the teachers' knowledge.. oops! it was an accident..... realllyyyy...hah! yeah RIGHT~! ok.. so lemme see. yesterday was really nice. i had lunch w/jeff at the park.. subways great. then i went to go chill with matt and his really really nice and really really cute friend named ryan. they were ( Read more... )

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hello dear diary. i am at home. i was hanging ou at school for about 45 mins after i got out talking with cynthis and diana and the jeffster. we were "writing up the plans".. tah ha. anywho, yeah. thats personal information.. secret society. bwah ha ha ha ha!! and yeah. i had a very long conversation with scotty last night. it was some argument-i- ( Read more... )

ok. so im drunk and i just ate some peanuts and i am not feeling too well. i've decided to not give a fuck anymore. i dont care. i mean, cynthia's right, people dont give a fuck about me so why should i give a fuck about them? and i mean, i care too much about people's feelings. everyone's. like i place theirs above mine always. i've been raised to ( Read more... )