is it coming over you
like it's coming over me
it's crashing like a tidal wave
it drags me out to sea
and i wanna be with you
if you wanna be with me
i'm crashing like a tidal wave
and i don't wanna be
stranded, stranded, strandedlast night, I watched Mystic River. I didn't watch it the night before when I said I would so I figured that I should ( Read more... )

i'm about to lose control
i don't know why
why you need some reason
to feel lost inside
you know that
i'm alright
you know that
i'm just the kind of girl
that feels so hurt and smilesforewarning: I'm drunk. I appologize. well, maybe I'm not drunk. as drunk as one can get on peppermint schnapps. lots and lots of peppermint schnapps. yummy ( Read more... )

here's the weight
of the world on my shoulders
all alone i pierce the chain
and all in all
the sting remains
and dying eyes consume me now
the voice inside
screams out loudso Sunday was interesting. I ended up having to call Allie to doublecheck the time because I figured that noon - midnight was wrong. and it was wrong. it was 6 PM - midnight. ( Read more... )

from the brightest star
comes the blackest hole
you had so much to offer
i was there for you
when you needed my help
would you deny for others
what you demand for yourselfI'm working Sunday. was I hired? well, no. it's weird. the hiring manager called me this morning. it was violently early so I'm surprised that I was at all coherent, lol. anyway, ( Read more... )

such a waste, what a shame
my whole life is fake
i'm a bore and i'm sure
i'm a thorn inside of you
that has torn at you for years
the alcohol and demerol
these things never could replace
what a minute with you could do
to put a smile on my facemy interview was today. yikes. but it wasn't too bad, I guess. I went with Bonnie and we said we'd meet up ( Read more... )

you can run from love
and if it's really love
it will find you
catch you by the heel
but you can't be numb for love
the only pain is
to feel nothing at all
how can i hurt
when you're holding meso it's been a little while. I just haven't felt like writing in here, I don't know why. not that I care much, either ( Read more... )

we laughed, we cried
and all the while we felt so alive
it was you and me
you grabbed my hand and made me see
what it could feel like
and what it might be like
you wrote my name in the sand
in this endless summerright now I'm watching ER. it's one of the saddest episodes ever. I've seen it before. it's a few years old, the one where they ( Read more... )

someone's changed me
something's saved me
and this is who i am
although i was blinded
my heart let me find out
that truth makes things better
i didn't notice
that you were right in front of me
our masks of silence
we'll put away so we can seeI stole this from someone. and I thought I'd do it because I was bored as hell. I'm watching Conan and he's ( Read more... )

you give me three cigarettes
to smoke my tears away
and i die when you mention her name
and i lied, i should have kissed you
when we were running the reins
what am i darling
a whisper in your ear
a piece of your cake
what am i darling
the one you can fear
or your biggest mistaketoday I fell in love with sunglasses. two pairs of beautiful, beautiful ( Read more... )

days before you came
freezing cold and empty
towns that change their name
and a horn aplenty
days before you came
counting breaths inside me
even crack cocaine
couldn't start to hide me
days before you came
it always seemed enticingI hate how my mother wakes me up. I was in the middle of this fantastic dream. it was like heaven, I was in heaven in ( Read more... )