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Title: Gackt's biggest secret.
Rating: 18
Band: Gackt Job, Sugizo
Pairing: Gackt X You
Warnings: Human/Alien sex in later chapters. You have been warned.
Summary: Gackt has always told everything but when You learns his biggest secret yet even he struggles to cope.
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
After finally been free to leave the three men took something resembling an underground train system into the centre of the nearest city all too tired too really talk and more than aware that they were the centre off attention. Or more You was centre off attention and not exactly in a good way, he was being looked at with open curiosity and what he thought was probably distrust whilst his companions, both used to being in the spotlight, were over looked entirely, blending into the crowd perfectly. It was a strange position to be in and You was more than relieved when they finally made there way to the surface as it meant he no longer had to be so aware of the people staring.
It was late now but the street, if that was what it was, was lit well enough to be seen. An endless expanse of purple grass spotted with small white flowers and other plant life with nothing but darkness on either side though perhaps he'd see more if it was day. As far as he could see the land was full off holes, each with steps and a sign post above them that, in this area at least, had what looked like business names. A shopping street then?
“We build everything underground.” Gackt explained as they began to walk alone with very few people to be seen. “So as not to ruin the views.”
“Suits you then, no windows.” You joked before he realised what he had said. “So now I understand why you live the way you do!”
“Gackt always struggled to adjust.” Sugizo remarked casually. “On earth I managed to fit in, more or less, Gackt never truly succeeded in that aspect.”
“So what if people think I'm eccentric?” Gackt remarked. “Underground is the way to live and you know it.”
“Above ground works fine too.” Sugizo replied.
“Perhaps,” Gackt said distracted. “Wait a minute OK? I just want to buy something.”
“What are you getting?” You asked but Gackt was already heading down a flight of stairs and no longer listening. “What kind of shop is it?” he asked turning to Sugizo.
“It's.... like a chemist.” Sugizo responded. “Medicine and personal hygiene items as well alcohol.”
“Alcohol?” You asked surprised that such a thing would be sold in a chemists.
“It's a restricted product.” Sugizo explained. “Anything with age limitations and rules are sold in Kobeva stores”
“I see.” You replied. “It kind of make sense now you explain it like that.”
“Most things make sense when you understand the reasoning.” Sugizo agreed. “Like the fact he's suddenly run in that store makes sense to me, but I doubt you have a clue what he's buying.”
“Well you said it sold alcohol...” You commented but Sugizo just laughed and shook his head, that wasn't what Gackt was buying and Sugizo refused to give any hint to what it was. Whatever it was it must be small as Gackt came out holding a small box in his hand but You couldn't tell what it was and wondered if he should even ask. Surely Gackt would tell him if it was important?
Arriving at a hole to a hotel, You refused to think of them as doorways, the three descended and Gackt booked them into a double and a single room. It was clear his attention was to share with You which was surprising as he had insisted on separate rooms on the ship. Perhaps Gackt was finally ready to sleep with him? Was that why he had gone to buy something in that shop?
“You two go ahead.” Sugizo suggested as he began talking to the receptionist about making a phone call home. It was an unsurprising request seeing as he hadn't seen his family in so long and You wondered why Gackt didn't want to call his parents.
“It can wait until morning. They know I'm alive.” Gackt explained in answer to You's questioning. “I'm too tired too deal with father right now, he's pig headed and stubborn and all we do is argue.”
“Sounds tough.” You replied sympathetically. “Just like your father on earth...”
“I have no father on earth.” Gackt replied with a smile. “They're all fictional though based on real people, my parents are my parents as you know them. Sort off. My brother is based on my favourite cousin and my sister....”
“She's real. I've met her.” You replied.
“Yeah, but we're not related. She's another alien, different too me but she was in trouble and I helped her out and now it's like we really are related.” Gackt replied with a smile as he remembered her fondly.
Opening a door he let You into the room first and could tell the other man was surprised at what he saw. A soft artificial grass covering covered the floor and in the corner there was patch of longer stronger plants that formed a kind of bed. On the far side a waterfall fell into a pool of water and the only real furnishing was a table and chairs made of a reddish coloured wood.
“A waterfall, like your home.” You replied shaking his head bemused to find it here.
“Heated, it's our bath.” Gackt replied with a smile, right now he felt just at home and hoped You would be comfortable here.
“Off course.” You replied a little stunned but content to give this room a try. “Talking about baths....”
“You want to share.” Gackt replied, a statement not a question. “That's why I bought these pills. Think of it as anti-viagra.”
“What?” You demanded wishing he'd misheard but knowing he hadn't. Was Gackt so determined to not sleep with him that he had resorted to buying medication to stop himself becoming aroused? It was insulting to say the least and You was more than unhappy by this sudden turn of events, made worse by the fact Sugizo knew exactly what Gackt had done.
“Look, you don't understand...” Gackt tried to explain.
“I know you morph when it comes to sex.” You replied. “Sugizo told me, I'm prepared for it. I can handle it. Don't do this to me!”
“You're not ready and you don't understand.” Gackt snapped angrily. “Are you so eager to be raped?”
“How is it rape when you're willing?” You demanded. “It's just forced! Perhaps I like it rough?”
“Look You. I'm tired and stressed. I have to deal with my parents tomorrow and the last thing I want is to have sex with you tonight. To loose you tonight because I can't see you sticking around.” Gackt tried to explain rationally. “Can't we just have a bath and then sleep? I'll get you off if that's what you want, I have no problems with that. Just.... I'm thinking of you right now because you mean so much to me. I need your support tomorrow. Let me take this pill.”
“Fine but we are discussing this sometime, and I mean soon.” You gave in knowing he couldn't make Gackt change his mind tonight. The more he pushed Gackt the more determined the other would be to say no besides was it such a bad thing not to have sex tonight after such a stressful day?
“Fine.” Gackt replied with a sigh, he knew this was an unavoidable conversation but for now he could have some peace. Taking the pill quickly he encouraged You into the pool to bathe before sinking into the water with a contented sigh feeling the water almost instantly wash away his stress and exhaustion. When You joined him he simply pulled the other man closer and held him in a loving embrace feeling happy though he knew You was sulking. It was clear that he had taken Gackt's actions personally, too naïve to realise it was for his own good. He'd run screaming if he knew what sex was like, Gackt was sure of it, and he just couldn't risk loosing him.
“Shall I wash you?” Gackt asked trying to get back in You's good books.
“If you want.” You replied his tone of voice suggesting he wanted to add something more but managing to stop himself at the last minute. Most likely something like 'if you can bare to touch me' and Gackt ignored it determined to have a nice time. Picking up a sponge and some soap, or there equivalents here, he began to wash You's skin gently and with love and he could tell his approach was working as You's mood lifted and he began to joke with Gackt as easily as they always did. Until Gackt's hands moved over You's private parts carefully washing them so intensively that even a straight man would become hard to his touch.
“How do you want to finish this?” Gackt all but purred into You's ear.
“You know how, with you buried deep inside me as I call you're name.” You muttered slightly bitter. “Failing that your mouth. Better than your hand at least.”
“You'd be screaming and begging me to stop when you cum if we did that.” Gackt scolded.
“Don't underestimate how much I love being filled. There's nothing like it. It's why I'm gay you know.” You reported.
“Oh there must be more reasons than that.” Gackt laughed as he got up and placed You on the edge of the pool with just his legs in the water. Refusing to let You's bad mood ruin anything Gackt began licking the guitarists erection with long deliberate strokes knowing that if he brought his friend enough pleasure he'd forget the cause of his sulking. You was naïve and simply didn't understand, despite Sugizo's warnings, what he was asking for.
You let out his final moan of pleasure and came into Gackt's mouth feeling the familiar dizziness that he only got when he had been well and truly pleasured. It was surprising that he could feel like this from just a blow-job but then again it was Gackt who seemed to excel at everything he did. Even now You felt like he could go for round two though that would just be greedy. Gackt had already pleasured him twice in the last few days and he hadn't once done anything for Gackt. Perhaps that was why this was so frustrating? He had no doubt Gackt found him attractive it was just the other simply refused to share You's pleasure. It made him feel cheap and slutty, like he was using Gackt and he didn't like that one bit but what could he do?
Gackt could tell You wasn't entirely happy despite the smile on his face and he knew why but really he was just too tired and worried about the next day to deal with this right now. He'd done all in his power to please his best friend and if that wasn't good enough then it was tough. He was going to bed and that was the end of it, at least for tonight.
“Come to bed?” Gackt asked and You nodded his agreement knowing his own tiredness wasn't helping dissolve this situation in the slightest. Drying themselves off quickly they curled up side by side on the bed naked and uncovered thought the warm room stopped either man from feeling cold. Wrapped in Gackt's arms You knew he was loved and focusing on that he fell asleep quickly letting his worries wash away for now. Tomorrow he would get his answers because he was determined to push Gack for them, after he'd dealt with his family off course.