well things are better at the same time i'm not. one thing worries me. the clock is ticking down. time to ship out is coming quick ( Read more... )

i think things are going better. i feel the last ofd my depression fleeting. yay

blar nuff said.

why can't i be happy. i don't know what's wrong. tonight i hung out with friends. i just couldn't smile or laugh more than 3 sec. i didn't dance. went to the strip club barely looked at the dancers. i just sat by myself in the corner. i got training tommorow. for navy.

i found out today i might get shipped the end of this month. 'll know next week. just when things were picking up here. but i know if i stay it'll go to hell. so maybe for thbest if i do go i'll miss everyone.

sunday i went to la boheme a french opera it was good. i had fun sat tre sipped wine. i'm beginging to wonder if i should fade away. just dissapear into obscurity. it would be a break it'd let me sort things out. i'm taking my e-2 test soon then i can ship out. i'm just trying to find my way. hoping this doesn't fall through the cracks and leave me ( Read more... )

Bucky Hughs's Aliases

Your movie star name: Smores Cliff

Your fashion designer name is Bucky Liverpool

Your socialite name is Killa Denver

Your fly girl / guy name is B Hug

Your detective name is Cat Senior

Your barfly name is Smores Rum

Your soap opera name is Saddle

Your rock star name is Smores Car

Your star wars name is Bucisi ( Read more... )

thought i had something guess not. a few drinks and i should. here's something to tide you over.

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nothing really to say so here's this.


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i don't know what to say just lost. i'm thinking i pissed someone off who knows. i was supposed to ddr tonight no luck. oh well. she never made a mention of it. so i didn't say anything.she seemed odd the last two nights. last night me and desta hung out. watched a movie and visited. that is all. no sex nothing like that. i think that why rain mad ( Read more... )