you do it all the time - blowin out my mind

[vaginasandsuch]

so i have this thing where i try not to cling to the things that matter most to me. i don't want to suffocate people (because it is, invariably, people that i want to cling to the hardest. this is probably telling), and i somehow convince myself that if i don't cling, it won't hurt so much when i have to let it go

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[vaginasaurus]

I WISH YOU THE BEST OF LUCK WITH EVERYTHING YOU DO, TRACIE!

[its_elaine]

I understand completely how you feel, especially this:

it hurts when i try and it hurts when i don't. the only difference is that when i try, everyone can see my humiliation. and when i don't try, that shame is my own; my secret to tend to and keep to myself.

I hope everything works out for you Tracie.

[tiffachan]

I LOVE YOU TRACIE
and if you are full of shit then it is shit i looove

ps this is tiffa from femsex ja?? :)

[anonymous]

I'm with you on the not trying to suffocate people thing...and it always seems to backfire on me. I think the key is to achieve some medium where you're very present and involved in a person's life that you care about, but not so much that you're clingy. I'm trying to get to a point where I believe it's okay to show some sort of affection for people I care about without feeling desperate/clingy/whatever. It's hard, though, like you said.

[reddishness]

And fucking hell, that was me, the loser who still can't remember how to use LJ.