okay i have came to say that there is nothing to post anymore on this stupoid thing so this is my goodbyes and i will be leaving my password with all of you and you may post and say what you want. have fun.:-D (my password is canada_dry)

the only time i feel good is in my dreams,
so let me sleep my life away, and not live another day.

Open your eyes don’t be afraid to fly and Spread you wings, this time to die ( Read more... )

im alone again what a suprize... whats this falling from my eyes?

Psh dont know what to say anymore? .... .... .... i get headaches alot and im really really exhausted .. damn meds...

a cuple of days ago i took more than a dozen of my ATIVAN LORAZEPAM which is also known as BENZODIAZEPINES. Its for my bad anxiety and i took too to much and have lost about two days in my life I took em Thursday nite at alex’s and i felt kinda ;goofy and felt kindy goofy and fun then blah when I woke up Friday they all say I was like a vegetable ( Read more... )

Now penetrate into my brain and take a left after you found main. (You wont turn back again) repeat I’ll be sailing on this rocking chair waiting for this day to end, (it will never end) repeat This mania takes control waiting for someone to lose cool. (I will never win) repeat ( Read more... )

If you could stop here and let me deliberate on this illusion in my head. Where babies turn up dead And where the lights turn to fire and vagabonds go un-hired and the days turn to weeks and the weeks turn to months and months turn to years and you only live for the cheers, the cheers you hear only in your head where the people aren’t dead and the ( Read more... )

Well I just got off the phone with alex and he wants to put Alexander and Benjamin James on hold for a long long time. Until then we will be writing some 60’s rock, political protest songs, and just rewriting our old songs to make em with more instruments and more of an uhmph. Well we have alex on guitar and keys me and guitar and mike aguirre on ( Read more... )

Uhhh I screwed up, and by the way im on restriction.