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I'm tired of the way you lie to everyone ( Read more... )

I turn nineteen tomorrow.

I'm so fucking tired of all of this. I'm tired of not knowing what the hell is going on. I'm tired of feeling like people are lying to me, leading me on, being dicks...all the things that guys just love to do to me. I feel so (Rachel's words) defeated. I feel like no matter what I do nothing is going to change and it's never going to be the way I ( Read more... )

Well it's over. I grew some balls and did it. I don't really know how to feel or how i'm really going to deal. I'm glad it's done but I only hope I have the strength to not go back and not give in. I just want something more, you know? I know it's out there. I know

This weekend was filled with doing things for other people. I just need some damn time to myself. Saturday night was wonderful and beautiful and all those other "girlie" words that I should say but never do. I get to see Erik in a couple days and somehow that is all I can think about. Well, that's not true. I also can't stop thinking about how ( Read more... )

Well, today was a pretty uneventful day ( Read more... )

I know it's been awhile ( Read more... )

Oh yeah, and FUCK THE WAR!

http://www.centredaily.com/mld/centredaily/news/5433730.htm

Well, Its about time for the weekend Ive been waiting for. San Diego here we come! Im excited not only for The Used, but we are going to Hooters as well. I swear, I belong there. Hooters, I mean. Today was an interesting day. Im sick and tired of people saying one thing and meaning another. You know damn well who you are and you know that all youre ( Read more... )