no more drugs. no more weed. i'm gonna be drug free in '08 and all the years to follow. illegal things are too risky to do. so i quit drugs. just drinking from now on. and that's ok cus i like to drink. also, i quit ups because it made me miserable. and i haven't talked to dannon in i don't how long. life is good, i feel refreshed. i could use a ( Read more... )

i'm completely done with this plenty of fish website. dallas was right, they're all bottom feeders. i must be retarded to think i could actually find someone on there. every guy that has im'ed me always goes right to asking about how i am in bed and and like what i like and what i'm into and they tell me what they like and i usually say something ( Read more... )

i wanna dye my hair blonde. i've been wanting to for about a month now. i'm so bored with my hair. i grew it out and now i don't know what to do with it. but i do know that i don't want to cut it. and i've had it dark for so long i think i'm ready for a change. especially cus the reason i kept dying it black was cus of dannon. he's an ass and i ( Read more... )

so i signed up for a dating website called plenty of fish and i'm totally weirded out. i just signed up like an hour ago and i'm already people's "favorite" whatever the fuck that means. and you can im people through that website and three people tried talking to me, it's so bizarre. but i'm kind of hoping to find someone nice so i'll give a

so i work at ups now. i hate it. i wake up at 3am and i work from 4am to 830am. i usually cry when i wake up cus i hate working there so much. so what i do for working is i put boxes on the trucks. it sucks. but they give me money so i guess i keep dealing with it.

i like my friends, and by my friends i mean yous guys, not dannon and the firefighters. i'm trying to distance myself from my ex-boyfriend, mostly so i don't keep getting disappointed. plus yous guys are super awesome and super fun! and you didn't judge me when i started dating dannon and that's amazing, thanks my friends! i love yous guys!

i like watching made. my favorite thing is when the nerdy girls have to ask a guy to go with them to do whatever it is they are trying to do with them, and they always ask the gay kid. i think it's so funny. and it's kind of sad because the girls don't know the boys are gay.

so i'm single and i've been so for about a month now and it's sucks, i miss my ex, but he was kind of an asshole and didn't appreciate my awesomeness as a girlfriend. and to toot my own horn for a minute, i'm a damn good woman, i'm caring, i'm nice, i'm attentive and i'm a great fucking girlfriend and fuck him for not seeing it. well so anyway, now ( Read more... )

i'm gonna graduate!!!! at least i'm pretty sure i am. i'm not a good student, i never have been. i didn't graduate high school on time, i had to go to summer school. but now i get to walk and it's like i finally get graduation closure! i'm just so happy, nothing could get me down.

beth is home!!!! just til tomorrow but still it's awesome. last night we went out drinking in media and i got wasted for the first time in awhile and it was great. and today we went shopping! i got some cute stuff at gap which isn't really important, but i don't care. and i went to the build a bear workshop. it was awesome! i made dannon a ( Read more... )