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i'm completely done with this plenty of fish website. dallas was right, they're all bottom feeders. i must be retarded to think i could actually find someone on there. every guy that has im'ed me always goes right to asking about how i am in bed and and like what i like and what i'm into and they tell me what they like and i usually say something to the effect of, i'm not comfortable talking about this with some internet weirdo, or can we talk about something else and then they immediately sign off and never talk to me again. nbd, i just get really sad to the point of crying cus i feel kind of violated and judged and i'm so creeped out and i cry a little bit cus it make me so sad that this is what boys are really like. why can't i find one nice guy? someone who i get along with and then the sex is just an added bonus? a nice, decent guy, who's not creepy, or gross, or someone who doesn't tell me he hope's i drive off a bridge on the home and die in a fiery wreck (yeah dannon has said that to me before, and he was completely serious). i just want a nice boyfriend/boy to "hang out" with, is so much to ask?