You are a beast. I hate the pain you make me fight through every day.

I actually had hope after my last surgery.

shall we can this dance again, LJ? we did, once upon a time so very long ago.

that journal is gone now...and so is she. me. i've grown up quite a bit.
i use CAPS now, but it feels nice not to. here.

i'll be keeping this mostly friends-only and use for communities. my "real blog" is elsewhere but i want something informal.

hello, old friends and