this no money thing is really getting frustrating. my wallet is painfully empty save for a fucking penny.  my parents are just as strapped for cash, what with my mom's unemployment check being delayed time and time again.  Sometimes I just forget how tight it truly is and I commit myself to things I realistically can't afford, so of course, I ask ( Read more... )

I keep my anger to myself most of the time, and I eventually just get over things (although it takes awhile) on my own without anyone ever knowing any better.  But right now, I'm just so fucking pissed.  I should've known I wouldn't really be able to brush it off easily, I've never been the kind of person who could, and with me thinking about it ( Read more... )

No one AT ALL has called to make ANY plans with me this summer. I don't even see the point of having a cellphone anymore. Ever since I've gotten it, it's been sitting there. Not ringing. I haven't got any IMs, or even ANYTHING. I'm as disconnected from the social world as you can get ( Read more... )

I've decided that I would buy a notebook to carry around with me and write down thoughts that just strike me in the middle of the day. It'll help calm the rampaging chaos in my head. Somewhat ( Read more... )

I don't even know where to seriously begin ( Read more... )

I'm tired. Cynical and broken, but wiser ( Read more... )

"I hate the way you talk to me. I hate it when you stare. I hate the way you're always right. And the way you read my mind. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh -- even worse when you make me cry. I hate it that you're not around. And the fact that you never call. But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you - - not even close, ( Read more... )

If you dont want to listen to my mindless ramblings. Quit now, before you start to get irritated with me ( Read more... )

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I'm tired. I probably should sleep, but I can't. I'm overthinking again, and I swear to god, this just might be my downfall. Worst trait ever. Working myself up over things I shouldn't care about...not anymore, at least ( Read more... )