December Challenge 06
Title - Knowledge is Power
Author -
unwritten_ideasRating - PG-13 (swearing, suggested m/m)
Word Count - 260
Pairing - Gackt x You
Characters - Gackt, You
Disclaimer - don’t own squat and if I did, I’d be posting this with pictures
Summary - You knows a lot of things about his relationship with Gackt and likes none of them
Notes - non-time specific
He knew that Gackt only came to him when Gackt had either not found anyone he considered worthy to share his bed that night or when he was too tired to look.
He knew that Gackt saw him as nothing other than a good friend who was a good and convenient fuck.
He knew that Gackt would never come to him again if he could find a woman that lived up to his impossible standards.
He knew that Gackt would keep coming to him forever as there was no woman in the world that could match up to those standards.
He knew that Gackt considered their nights together to be fun, a chance for the singer to indulge in those little pleasures he deprived himself of when he had a regular partner.
He knew that Gackt loved being inside him.
He knew that Gackt loved it when he was inside Gackt.
He knew that Gackt loved him, just not in that way.
He knew that Gackt could never give him what he needed, would never utter those words and would never treat him as he wanted to be treated.
He knew that whenever Gackt knocked on his hotel door late at night, full of suggestion and promise, that he’d always let him in, no matter how much it killed him to be that close yet so far away from the man who owned his heart.
Oh yes, You knew so many things. Someone had said once that ‘knowledge is power’ but to You, knowledge was nothing but heartbreak and pain.
~owari