feeling somewhat better again the last few days. sorry for those rather shitty last few entries.

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I just feel like crying tonight :( I feel totally lost and pathetic. There's nowhere that I want to be, nothing I want to be doing.. you know when you're just at such a loose end? I suppose there's a lot of things I want.. but mostly I just want to be someone else at the moment.

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today i just hate myself.

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There's only two superstitions that I.. not exactly "believe" in.. but am superstitious about. One is throwing things into a rubbish bin. Whenever I make the decision to try and throw something in a bin, immediately loads of my aspirations and desires come to the surface, promising themselves to me if I can get it in the bin.. Of course, if you're ( Read more... )

JH is a stupid, fat, talentless, ugly, selfish, spoiled, delusional, lazy, greedy, pointless, cuntish waste of space. I wouldn't piss on her if she was on fire.

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So its been over quarter of a year since my last entry! Sounds like longer than it feels ( Read more... )

so.... i've been working at the theatre.. the show is Miss Saigon, which I adore, and it's an extremely impressive tour production.. easily the biggest and most professional show i've ever seen in Oxford.. good stuff ( Read more... )

If I were a month, I'd be December ( Read more... )

*cries* so I've had it since not long after it came out and it runs unplayably on my computer at uni... here, on my parents PC it is bearable, but not great... the community lots are unplayable.. so I haven't even installed it this holiday, its too frustrating... and I was just reading about a new expansion pack, scheduled for March... Sims ( Read more... )

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