Not Dead Yet

Jun 15, 2005 17:56

I do the right thing for once and it gets blown up in my face. I tried really hard this week to be nice to my parents, talk with them. It's become so hard anymore, I get so angry. I'm too sensitive, take too much to heart. Ever since I've been fired I don't know what to do with myself. I feel more useless then ever. I think that's why I was ( Read more... )

meds, hospital, blockbuster, pain, crossroads, smoking, first, tonya, writing, fired, bipolar, drunk, si, parasuicide, pernell

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lilinthra June 15 2005, 18:43:18 UTC
I was just wondering about a week ago what you had been up to; I guess now I know.

I know we're more of acquaintances than friends, but if you need to talk with someone, you're welcome to call me (I'll be at home in 45 minutes). Either way, I'll be keeping you in my prayers.

-Zeiram

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pure_nell_alpha June 15 2005, 22:11:44 UTC
Zeiram holds true to this, Im certain. He's a good guy ( ... )

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pure_nell_alpha June 15 2005, 22:13:48 UTC
P.S. Try not to hate your parents (or is it your father) so much. I'd be inclined to think that his "rage" is more likely to be sheer worry because he really doesnt know how to express how he feels at the moment regarding whats going on. Guys are like that sometimes. I couldnt even imagine how it would affect a male in terms of his offspring.

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