How did I not blog about my depeche mode concert experience? Sept 18th 2013 will forever be depeche mode day. Amazing.

Anyway. Spent the evening after class talking to my cousin from Canada. Smart, but too smart. Too scientific. But he's cute and pretty nice. Can't complain. :)

I'll update more later. Time for bed.

I had the best dream last night.

From what I can remember..

I was in a cream or white room with Martin and Dave. They were so young. Back from the early days. Like in the "Shake the disease" video. Across from me was Dave on a cream leather couch. Cheesy 80s style. He was doing a crossword puzzle or a word search with two kids. One was a girl. He ( Read more... )

Last moments of 28.

Ended the year with good friends, laughter, and yummy ice cream. Can't complain.

Listening to my absolute favorite song while writing this and I know that 29 will be incredible because I'll make it so.

"When the Body Speaks" -Depeche Mode

My last memory of him is the three of us outside, watching dad brush him. I wish I could've held him longer that last time. I took it for granted. I miss that little cat and he's only been gone for a few hours. Rest in Peace Franklin. I love you dearly.


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What a great day yesterday! Had my first paying makeup gig! I had to put on a bald cap, which was a pain in the ass. And do 8 different looks. Took about 2.5 hours, but I can't complain! Well, I can. Cos I was covered in sprit gum, but whatever. The show went great (opened yesterday) and we went to Jimmy Changas afterwards for dinner for Lance's ( Read more... )

So, I've almost completely stopped talking to Aidan. I miss him but its for the best. A couple of weeks ago he posted a picture on Facebook that had his late wife's tomb stone, which had his last name. It put me through so many emotions. Anger, jealousy, sadness, pain. I unfriended him and let go. It was hard because he started sending beautiful ( Read more... )

I have to stop liking Aidan. At least slow down. But it's hard when he tells me that I have an effect on him in that he tells me things he doesn't tell anyone else, and he's super honest with me (not that he deceives anyone else) and that I make him nervous. We talked about our old rp days and how things could've been different cos I told him I ( Read more... )

The way he told me to say his name louder as I was cumming. Damn..,

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I told him that he wasn't giving me enough. That I needed everything from him. And he ran. I haven't heard from him in 2 days. I just saw him online, messaged him again, and he didn't respond. So, I said by goodbye. I don't need a man like that.

It could've been amazing. But c'est la vie.

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Hearing his voice makes me have mixed emotions.

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