how long! how scary! how subtle ( Read more... )

i don't mind figuring things out, even if the circumstances change and my realizations don't mean shit in the end; it's still something i don't mind doing.  i don't mind doing other things either.  i don't mind much anymore and i have to say that i like it better that way.  i find myself at awe at the world's simple beauty sometimes, and i kick ( Read more... )

I feel like I can't say much. Only because it all seems a little too natural to blog about... but I will say that I am in love with my apartment. I love the freedom. I love waking up at 3:30 in the morning and drinking a chai on my patio. I love my roommate. We are going through, what I assume, all best friends who move-in together go through ( Read more... )

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holla.

we've spent six days in our new appartment and it is everything we expected and more. Saturday night was Jen's birthday party. An excellent way to break in the apt. if we do say so ourselves. I've never played so much beer pong. I've never been able to just go lay in my bed and peace out at six in the morning and not feel bad that there are ( Read more... )

the worst day of my life.
so bad. I just fucked up so much.

Saturday! I move into my own place with Jen.

wh0a! we're so psyched

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 State the obvious: I didn't get my perfect fantasy... I realize you love yourself more than you could ever love me.  So go and tell your friends all that I'm obsessive and crazy, that's fine, I'll tell mine your gay.  And by the way, I hate that stupid-old-pickup-truck you never let me drive.

 It's been a while. Tons is new and I am in a very large transition right now.  I mean that both literally and metaphorically in more ways than one.  It seems everything is 6x as stressful as it used to be which is ridiculous and it makes sense all at the same time.  I'm beginning to understand why my parents used to always act like uptight and  ( Read more... )