Its obvious to me that no feelings are the same. But we come damn close!

There's something about that sweet intoxication that brings me back. The vibrations from my feet up to my chest. The way my ears ring after five minutes. The way the crowd pulses around me. It's total complete bliss. It's always there. Nothing compares. Shows.
-Nicole

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Its hard to not get frustrated with life right now. My job is full time and hard enough without being 5 days a week. College is still confusing for me and I keep telling myself it will be worth it and it will get better but i have yet to see any proof to back that up. And to top it off im more than frustrated with my non-existent "love-life ( Read more... )

I'm a procrastinator. Damnit.

I don't ever intend to write half the stuff I do. I'll hit a block and not be able to write at all but suddenly i'm running with an idea and just writting. trhats all it is, is writting. Idk what I write in fact Idk even know if it makes sense, what I say in my head is what I try to put on paper but it seems so much more intense and serious when I ( Read more... )

Renaissance means re-birth. In a way thats kind of what this entry is. My re-birth. I haven't written in here in about 20 weeks. Which prolly sounds a lot more then it is. I remember it less. It feels like years since I wrote in here. Maybe it was someone else. someone who thought they were me, or who i thought i was ( Read more... )

i feel like i hate everyone right now. I'm so annoyed at myself and everything around me. i hate my paranoia and even though its getting better it hounds me. I want something to go right for a change. I want people to stop letting me down and puting me down and i want to finaly depend on myself and no one else. 2 months to go and the closer it gets ( Read more... )

I'm in the library and i'm freezing my ars off. Yes i wrote "ars" DEAL WITH IT! LoL.

Tonight can be summed up like so...
Sugarcult
SusanAllyChrista
Halifax
HolyFuckingsweetAssTime.

Time for Philosophy!

He's so cute<3

I'm in the library at school. My books hurt my arms. I'm excited for tuesday :). Friday is the Sugarcult show and i'm secretly counting down the days. In philosophy we disgussed how a philosopher once questioned the existence of time and said that the past and future isn't real b/c its gone or hasn't happened. Personaly, i don't care but.. lol ( Read more... )

I'm in college. Its glorious. Visit me. Life is good and then you die. Yeap...... I see happiness in my future. Lets get some of the old gang togeather and watch Animal House<3.

musicOTnightPOTO: we both decided thaqt if i liked guys that are younger then me then you liked guys with gf's. Thats how we came up the the theory that if we were one person We'd like younger guys with gfs
Sunflower8289: haha oh yeah thats right. but i think i was comprimising. because i only kis them. you like them
musicOTnightPOTO: im ( Read more... )