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So, Yesterday I went shopping with my mom and aunt. I knew it wasn't going to go well because they are both incredibly unhappy with their bodies. They didn't end up getting anything and they both left feeling fat and ugly. I feel for them because I remember feeling this way. I left feeling pretty great because I noticed how much my stomach has ( Read more... ) -
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My dad went away for 10 days on a motorcycle trip with his brother...He told me yesterday that he can tell I've lost weight since he left. :) I love that people notice ( Read more... ) -
woooooo!
Okay, so I got up and weighed myself this morning. 203. OMG I can taste under 200. I am only 4 pounds away now. I am so excited. I can't remember the last time I was under 200 pounds. It was probably in 2003. I remember weighing 185 when I met my ex. He thought I was fat. He actually told me once that the only reason he went for me was cause ( Read more... ) -
BMI
Someone mentioned bmi, so I thought I would look into it. Before it was 36.5, now it's 32.9. I still have to lose 20 lbs to be considered just overweight rather than obese according to the BMI, but I think it's somewhat bullshit. I mean, I know I'm big, but obese? I'm a size 16, I can run, I ride my bike, I do tons of weight lifting, obese ( Read more... ) -
Down.
I'm at around 204. I can SMELL under 200. It's so close. aaaaaaaaahhhhh. I can't fricken wait. I have an interview tomorrow in London, so tomorrow will be my off day unless I get back in time to be able to do anything. Gonna try and pack meals to keep on calories though. -
Dinner out with the Family.
WOW. What an eye opening experience. I went out for a relatives birthday today. We went for chinese, so naturally I panicked because I don't know what veggies plates are good and it's hard not to eat the deep fried stuff. I had a large bowl of wonton soup and that filled me right up. I had one chicken ball and my fortune cookie. All in all ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Dream On
I have a few recurring ones.
1. I'm not flying, but jumping really high and sort of like in super mario when he's the raccoon. I'm leaping buildings and stuff. (this was when i was younger)
2. Lately I keep having dreams about either my boyfriend or one of the guys i have dated...never sexual, just they are there. Usually if it's not my bf, they ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Protecting America from another financial catastrophe
Stop interfering.
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My new eating plan.
I have been basically trying to just eat healthy things lately. I'm so sick of counting calories and all that. I'm not sure if it's working. RIGHT after I started, I dropped about 2 lbs. There is so much confusion on how many calories and I never knew if I was doing it right, blah blah blah. Anyways, I'm mainly trying to find a good balance to ( Read more... ) -
TMI?
I have a hemoroid. I don't know how to spell it, nor do I care. I've had it for a while and it's been just slightly uncomfortable at times, but yesterday and the day before it decided to really just be a pain in the ass, literally. So I bought some preparation H and hopefully that works, but it doesn't seem to be leaving me. It was fine this ( Read more... )