i am so screwed up....

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I went out last night thinking that I would have a fun time...go to the kareoke bar then to the Ale House run into some awsome people...but that never happened. Dana was suppose to meet me at the bar and then go out. She never called, nothing...now I am pissed. This is twice that this has happened. I cover for her so she doesnt have to tell her

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[shelliestar81]

Life is tough sometimes. I hear ya. I feel like I get shit on too. I would let your friend know you are feeling used. If she doesn't stop her behavior, then she isn't a good friend.

"I am attracted to a soon to be married man who is my age and really hot...fuck...what the hell is wrong with me?" Could you be bold and tell him you like him? Lol, I don't know if that is such a good idea or not. I don't know the situation. Hope everything works out for u:)

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the thing is...he knows how I feel, infact he says now that he met me, well not just me, but things have changed in his life within the last year that leads him to the doubts that he has. I am so distrutive...I need to be locked in a dark closet and left for dead. I dont want to be....one of the causes....that leads to someone elses unhappiness. You cant help who you are attracted to, you just need not to act upon your feelings.