I repeat: this is not a message from Lauren ( Read more... )

hehe i love boys.

im so bored.i was laying upside down from my bed imagining if i could walk on the cealing then i tried to play the guitar.woah.upside down of course.adam i want ciggies.i love you more.

back from the o so hot palm springs...fun week end.what a party...yea.i got a massage and met some interesting people, got a tan in 107 degrees sunny weather. but i kept thinking about one person all weekend.hehe.add.but new sidekick. car trips to las vegas with the guys.kicking them out.woah.funtimes.and lots more to come.missed you but i will see ( Read more... )

wow this week has been flying by so quickly, and this is my last full week with my sidekick adam aka add.but yea fun times im really gunna miss you and youre "yeaaa"(you say it like youre black) and "green tea wootwoot" i dont know where you get this shit from but youre funny.thanks to you my shoe has adam or something of that sort permanently ( Read more... )

woah.im so tired.yesterday was fun.home alone hehe...hi adam!! ;)anywho its fathers day and where is my father? o yea still at work.not a problem.o yea adam i want to see a picture of u with short hair...if u have one.fun stuff bring your special stuff monday...yeaaaaaaa. :D < super ultra happy.god adam why do u have to be so hot???! grrr ( Read more... )

30 days, almost an entire month of my life spent in a hospital. grrr. why do these things happen to me? no more guilt trips, no more blaming. im done. im content with myself. content with others around me also. if you dont like me, i dont care, im not going to change the person i am for you ( Read more... )

if you love something(or someone) let it free, if it comes back its yours, if it doesnt...it never was ( Read more... )

a feeling of numbness overcomes my entire body, realizing the fact this is all happening.weve been through so much ( Read more... )

i miss the way you would reach for my hand when i forget to hold yours. i miss the way you held me until i couldnt stand it anymore. i miss your warm breath against my neck. i miss when you licked my cheek b/c you knew i hated it.i miss the way you smelled like tea(im never close enough to u to smell it anymore)i miss your nonstop phone calls to ( Read more... )