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[umbrellarising]

First off, it's been ages since I last posted. A lot of what I'm going to say in the post will entirely contradict the last several posts, but that's okay. For mental scrapbooking reasons, I'm going to fill you (and me) in on what's happened since that last post

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[cyandragonfly]

God, reading this was like looking into a fucking mirror. Or at the very least a looking-glass of where I'm going.

I miss you! We should chat some time, only, being broke means you probably wont be able to get online too much and I can't txt because I killed my old phone (thus don't have your number) and the keypad on my replacement (because I can't afford a new one) is screwed.

Love you hon. Hang in there.

[umbrellarising]

Thanks, Frankie! We should totally talk more, I agree. I may be online a little bit more in the next couple of weeks if I end up staying at my parent's house more.

[cyandragonfly]

Cool :)

We can listen to each other's troubles or something.

[fluffmonkey]

Oh, hon. I know what it's like to be so desperate to be with someone you so desperately need to be away from.
I've been there, and I can tell you that it's not easy, but it's worth it to be able to look yourself in the mirror and be proud of what you see. Stand up for yourself, because she sure won't!

[umbrellarising]

I'm working on that, ever so slowly. I've definitely had a shift in my thinking and I'm trying to find myself yet again. Ironically, trying to impress my friends has done the exact opposite of what I intended and now I'm mildly fucked.

[sickofyourbs]

*hugs*
First of all, I've missed you. I'm glad to see you around again.
Second, you probably remember my thoughts on this whole situation. It's not my life, and it's not my job to tell you what to do, but I don't think this is healthy for you. I think you would be healthier without it.
That's my $0.02.
But regardless of what you decide to do about it, I hope things get better for you. I hate seeing you sad.