Ch-ch-changes.

[umbrellarising]

Never have I felt so entirely lost.
I know that there's a switch.
But despite my best efforts I just can't reach it.

I want to feel good about myself again.
At least when I lived in Eugene I had Bare Bohemia to feel proud of and a gorgeous girl in my bed every night.
Now I don't have either of those things.

I'm scared shitless of getting a job here.
So on

Comments

[sickofyourbs]

That's the important thing, really, is choice.
We don't get to choose what we're given, and sometimes we don't even get to choose what we take. The only thing we get to choose is what we do with what we have.

[umbrellarising]

Totally.
I have a hard time remembering that I'm always in control of a situation, at least how I feel towards a situation.
Life's what you make it.