thank you for helping me to forget how much i hurt..it means a lot to me and so do you ( Read more... )

i've been here before, many times and its always the same..i wonder how long its going to last this time..i'm sorry for what i did, i'm sorry for loving you so much but most of all i'm sorry for wasting your time ( Read more... )

school starts tomorrow, in some ways i want to go back and in some ways i dont..i'm not ready for summer to be over and for school to start..soccers going ok i guess but i want winter to come bc that means skiing, i really want to get a snowboard though, just to like fuck around on and hanging out with friends..its just easier to get around on..i ( Read more... )

havent done much in the past week, had a scrimmage in Belmont on wednesday and went shopping on thursday with Meg, other than that i've been with Ricky a lot..last night went biking with Ricky and Joe and stopped by the football game and yea..today dropped Ricky off at work then went to the barn and got home around 2, talked to Kenny and found out ( Read more... )

sunday night Meg, Kenny, Ricky and I hung out and went out to dinner at Applebee's which was fun..put Meg and I together and you're in trouble but put Ricky and Kenny together and its even worse, they're two of the biggest retards i have ever met..yesterday i spent the day with them to make sure they didnt kill themselves or eachother trying to fix ( Read more... )

went camping last weekend with my mum and dad it was ok, really hard without my puppy though..soccer started monday night and tonight i hurt my knee, we have a scrimmage tomorrow against gilford..went to the beach today with Meg which was fun..other than that all i have really done is hang out with Ricky ( Read more... )

this morning my Zoe died..i was there with her until the end and i love her so much..you will always be in my heart and i will never forget you..

rip zoe..

i will always love you..

sunday went to Ricky and Kenny's race..they both did really well, spent the day watching the races and just hang around and talking, we didnt leave until about 6 so we werent home until like 8..after i hung out at Ricky's with him and Kenny..yesterday i went with them to Tuftonborough to ride, it was fun but really hot..Ricky fell hard though in ( Read more... )

wednesday Ricky came over for dinner, we went to Friendly's to get ice cream then Shaws for cookies..we came back to my house and talked for a while..yeseterday went to Livermore again with Ricky, Meg and Joe, we had fun but the water wasnt that warm, stopped at Boulders for a little then brought go to work..got back to my house and visited with my ( Read more... )

went to livermore today with Meg and Ricky..Dore was supposed to go but got a flat tire when he was going to get his cousin and never showed up, we had fun though, the water was really nice, on the way home Ricky was yelling and being a brat, driving Meg crazy as usual..came home and didnt do much, nothing new ( Read more... )