I have absolutely no motivation to do anything. I don't care about anything. What is going on here?

How long have I been sleeping

and why do I feel so old

why do I feel so cold

my heart is saying one thing

but my body won't let go.

So...i got back from our nation's capital a few hours ago. And what can i say...i'm kinda bummed i didn't get to meet the president. I would've given him a piece of my mind, including telling him it's doubleYOU, not doubleYA as my cousin pointed out ( Read more... )

If I could take you away

2.5 weeks...taper...could swimming, honestly get any better??? So life is pretty good! If only this ginormus zit would stop dominating my face. We have our last home meet tomorrow! SOOOOOO show up and I will smile! :oD!!!

Somehow I still feel kinda...ehhhh. I keep on looking for something that doesn't ( Read more... )

5 weeks of swimming left and I'm starting to feel content.

Homecoming was amazing but it was worse than last year. There were certain people missing. Even if i didn't get to dance with a certain boy, I still had fun.

The truth is I've realized something. Someone will come to me eventually. Even if they don't, it doesn't even matter. As long as I' ( Read more... )

Exactly 260 days until I leave to the beautiful country I like to call france

270 days until I can drive

Approximately 257 days until school gets out...

257 days until my life changes completely

It was just another night
With a sunset and a moonrise
Not so far behind
To give us just enough light
To lay down underneath the stars
We listened to ( Read more... )

Yeah...so I pulled my back...giving a piggy back ride...to my BROTHER! This week has been absolutely miserable. Our team is dropping like flies. Everyone is either sick or injured, except like 2. Anyways, we had a meet, and it wasn't my best meet ever. But hey! I pulled my back...giving my brother a piggy back ride. I am such a cheese ball. So now ( Read more... )

How do you know if someone likes you?

I can't give up just yet
Because every word he's ever said
Is still ringing in my head

the meet went well. i didn't do better then last year, but fly isn't my stroke. soooooooooo...after we went to red robins with my uncle's meat. and my banzai burger was quite amazing...i will try to update my pics soon, but for now, rach and michelle are coming!!!

I just can't help thinking "2 more months of swimming"