:oD
If I could take you away
2.5 weeks...taper...could swimming, honestly get any better??? So life is pretty good! If only this ginormus zit would stop dominating my face. We have our last home meet tomorrow! SOOOOOO show up and I will smile! :oD!!!
Somehow I still feel kinda...ehhhh. I keep on looking for something that doesn't exist. Something that will put some excitement into my monotonous life. Maybe something does exist, but if does, maybe I'm just not meant to find it. Fate is mind-boggling really. If you believe in it that is. I guess I'm a half-believer. I know I have action over what I do, but I know some things are just meant to happen. They say that what you've been looking for hits you when you least expect it. Well I'm just not the kind of person to just wait around. I have power over my life, and I want change. But what are you supposed to do when you have no idea how to change it?
It's finally starting to be fall. The trees are turning orange. Should I go trick-or-treating? I hate doing this, but I can't stop waiting for next summer. I really could care less what happens in the mean time. Although it would be nice if something/someone would come and shake it up for me. You know? The only excitement comes in my dreams...and that is sad...really.
everything is falling
and I'm included in that
oh how I tried
to be just okay
all I ever really wanted
was a piece of you
He's right, I am afraid.
There's a part of me that wants to let him in...
but then I feel myself put this wall up...
and I don't understand why.
Maybe that's what strikes me most about him
That despite everything he's suffered,
he can still look at life in the most uncomplicated way.
I've never known that kind of faith.
It makes me so sad that people like him...
who have lost everything... can still be open to love...
while I, who have lost nothing, am not.
<3 <3 sisterhood