yes i miss being a kid. a cut-up-knee-kid with dirt behind his ears and loose maroon sweat pants and matted hair. because i was happy always. and it seems like moments most happiest are simple and child-like, even if they seem more grown-up and mature and watch your words like a magicians hands ( Read more... )

"fucking stay the hell away from things you know nothing about."

much love, chris.

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the trees look angry and itchy and i'm sweating even though i feel very cold in my bones. my temperature is high because i caught something in santa barbara, it must have been the weather because i was practically shoving myself away from people and sitting on those old wood and green chairs towards the back walls of my aunt's house and standing ( Read more... )

$420 christmas money
i think it speaks for itself

my parents only kiss during commercials

when people are asked to repeat themselves the second time around it's always very loud and sharp sounding, like they're saying it in half of the time with half of the patience. today i'm afraid my mother is starting to lose her mind and i worry about her and my father because all they have is each other. they buy too many things they won't need ( Read more... )

PEANUT.
PEANUT LIKES BUTTER.
BUTTER LIKES JELLY.
PEANUT IS JEALOUS
OF JELLY.

(repeat times infinity.)

i could love the world
if i was completely
detached

so many strings
cut them falling

i need help.

everybody is always saying 'know yourself know yourself' i don't really think i want to know myself because i think i'm too afraid too. i think too much about it, i think so much about it that i'm not really sure if its me or not, or if it's just something i tried really hard to say or figure out and then i think once it's done and out, it's not ( Read more... )