fuck you i hate you i hate you i hate you i want you to die. if i burn my face off will you? i'll do it. i'll tie bricks to my legs and jump in if you'll do it afer.

I have acne on my face. I don't like it much. I should study for finals. I don't like them much, either, so I don't think I'll do that.

"Hi Haley, how are you?"
"Hi, I don't do drugs"
"We should talk about this a little bit later, Haley"
"There's nothing to talk about, Dad. I don't do drugs. Look at my piss again. I'll see you later."

"Haley, lately you haven't been hanging out with any of your old friends, you are incredibly unhappy, you lock yourself in your room, you don't talk to any of us, your eyes are always glassy and red, and me and your dad have talked and both think that you're doing drugs. Here, piss in this cup"
Yeah I showed up negative, bitch.

And I'll leave you with this:

In a time of disposable love and faith based upon circumstance, a time where we'd rather watch somebody else's life broadcast on our television sets than take part in our own triumphs and tragedies. A time where I know that I'm not the only one that has a need that no prescription or product can even begin to fill. ( Read more... )

Right now I am on Bethany's computer in her home while she is sitting outside talking with Eli and Ian. It's so weird. Ian's a creep. Tonight was like a weird-ass fucked up reunion. My hands are way numb. We walked to Safeway and they didn't have any Peeps, so we walked to the Circle K and they had Peeps but they were chocolate filled. So I had to ( Read more... )

OH MY GOD. Got back from Vegas this morning. I saw him at Gameworks for about an hour. Then we went to a movie the day after. I can't say anything. I think he's really gonna move down here. I am so fucking in love its disgusting. I think I'm way over livejournal. I can't go back in twenty years and read my online journal. I would much rather read ( Read more... )

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whooo! vegas tomorrow! yesssss. i've decided that livejournal is the lamest thing to happen to our generation since cutting as a trend. i'm way over it. but everybody at school does it... guess ive gotta fit in and be popular right? NO. i'm over arcadia and everybody in it. i'm fucking going to north next year. i know you'll all miss me. cough ( Read more... )

I'm at my dad's. I fucking HATE it here. He has so much money and his entire world revolves around it. That's the only reason i stay with him: hes got an apartment in vegas. I think he knows that if he didn't have that shit I'd leave. He has people do everything for him. It's not even funny. He can't warm up a fucking bowl of soup for himself. And ( Read more... )