Sometimes I feel like an idiot

Sep 30, 2008 15:24

Not becuase I am one...I know I'm not. But because I miss things that I know didn't exisit. Or at the very least they didn't exsist as I thought they did ( Read more... )

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madcharity October 1 2008, 00:11:01 UTC
I know what you mean. I used to have a "BFF" to giggle with and hang out with too and I miss it. We didn't have a falling out or anything, we just grew apart. Still, it makes me sad...

I also got rid of most of my friends a while back. They were just not going the same direction in their lives that I was. I want to be healthy and happy and lead a simple, drama free life and that just was NOT where they were going. The good friends I have now (like you and C* and M.) are pretty much after the same things in life that I am though, so even though my circle got smaller, there is a higher quality of people in it and for that I am very grateful.

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uforeah October 1 2008, 17:13:15 UTC
I'm totally grateful for the quality of my friends and even the quantity.

I just miss that silliness that we used to have. And having a friend that would you know...go out in public with me. Cause while I love M...she is the anti social and so its hard to get her to go out and play.

And with C* its different...sometimes you just need a girl.

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madcharity October 2 2008, 03:58:06 UTC
I understand completely...sometimes you DO just need to go out and be silly with your girlfriends.

I'm so lame. It's so hard for me to just be spontaneous and go out for a bit of unplanned fun. My time also seems to be full of stuff that I have no control of. LAME! Not to mention the fact that it's quite a drive from here to there...

I know it's not the same as what you are talking about but D. and I always have a great time when we are out with you and C*. We should try to make plans to do stuffs more often, even if it's just to hang out or go get some ice cream or whatever.

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uforeah October 2 2008, 15:08:14 UTC
I understand the time not being yours.

And yeah...we should try and do stuffs that would be awesome. We have a great time with you as well.

Is there anything in the middle of us? That way neither of us has to make the long ass drive?

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