after a conversation i had tonight with someone who shall remain nameless because it wouldn't do any good at this point, i have decided to cut my losses, i've decided to be done with my past. my past includes oak park, for so long i believed it was such a great place, and for the most part it is, great places to eat, great schools, nice homes its ( Read more... )

oh my god i couldn't be happier right now, i thought that i'd lose her honestly i have been cryin for days and now i have a feeling that everything is goin to definetly be ok. i never thought i'd ever say this but i love amanda right now lol. oh my god i'm not very religious but i was sayin my share of thank you gods tonight. everything is gonna ( Read more... )

i can't even begin to describe how i'm feeling...

i worked my ass off this quarter and this bitch says its not good enough well guess what...fuck her i'm done. now i have to go to some stupid fundraiser that i don't even want to go to and that if i don't go to i'm grounded. i'd much rather be grounded but no i have to go. FUCK.

ok so i've decided that corinne is my favorite. i'm coming up with a plan and she's really the only one who knows and its gonna stay like that. man i can't wait.

what do you do when someone you really care about is so upset that you can't calm them down? oh well i'll figure somethin out.

so last night was pretty fun i ended up goin to fox to do a rental with annie and danielle showed up random and i was civil. i wasn't a total bitch but i was thinkin about it. jen and ash came over and the woman who did the rental was so fuckin cool. me, annie, jen and ash then left to go to annies so that she could shower and then we left and ( Read more... )

so pretty much i thought i wasn't gonna do shit tonight and then i call roxy and we decide to have a movie night. turned out pretty well, we got a couple of scary movies well one scary and one suspense. it was cool spendin some time with her with nowhere to go and nothin to do to rush it along. its nice spendin time with someone who can make you ( Read more... )

ok yeah well i'm in study hall and i'm so tired right now. honestly i don't think i've been this tired in a while. Last night i went over to roxy's because i wanted to hang out with her. Me roxy and her mom ended up goin to nicks for dinner and then doin a little bit of shoppin, it was cool to be able to spend a little time with roxy since she's ( Read more... )

ok...um yeah i'm sick of all the shit. nobody should have to work as hard as i worked and get nowhere. honestly if you work as hard as i did you should get somewhere and where did i get middle of nowhere. it wasn't fair at all but hey shit happens. i tend to always get shafted when it comes to girls, no i'm not gonna say that i've liked and still ( Read more... )