In the last week more than three times the though of moving back in with my parents crossed my mind....would I have more money? would I be happy again? could I actually stand having to be under someone rule again? could I go back to living in the "arizona room" and not having my own space? And I have come to realize that the answer to these ( Read more... )

Got another roommate. This one I know I can stand. He cooks and cleans for himself! haha and I do his laundry lol! Its great. I am still working a shit load. Just glad to be getting those hours though, They cut back on hours ALOT!!! Peanut is getting so big! GAH I am in love!!! Well nothing really to say except boys are crazy!

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So its been like two weeks since I have posted.
I have and still am fighting with ym computer.
But I did indeed get a new puppy.
He is the damn cutest thing ever.
I am in love.
He is an albino deaf pit bull.
and He is my baby.
Gosh I cant get over that I love an animal this much.
But yeah, My daddy is in town.
and I am sohappy.
I am taking the puppy to a ( Read more... )

I lost ten pounds!!!!
And my colon is okay!
and nice and clean now.
YAY for me!
gosh I love carrots.
Good thing they were on sale!
haha
im in a good mood.

So the first part of today wasn't nearly as miserable as I had anticipated. But the end has sure deinfately sucked balls. I at 9 o'clock finished my second and last bottle of this weird shit to clean my colon. Tomorrow I am getting a colonoscopy to hopefully figure out what the hell is wrong with me. The last four months have been painful ones...In ( Read more... )

So in the last two weeks I have done some "cleaning" up in my life.
I got rid of silly foolish people who were running my life, and reconnected with some people that played a valuable part in my life.
Now I know I know as we grow up we just naturally separate and I hate that because some of my best friends back then are not in my life much at all ( Read more... )

So I got one test taken care of and everything looked good. So why am I now on medication that I can't afford, and why do NEXT tuesday I have another test...one where they go up my butt this time? Where they will probably give me more medication I can't afford on top of the test price plus my other doctor/hospital bills. MOTHER FUCKER FIGURE OUT ( Read more... )

I have come to realize that I miss Brandon more and more everyday. And that everyday the guys that I used to date and go out with don't quite interest me anymore, and kinda irritate the hell out of me. None of the guys I have been meeting attract me either. Why was I so foolish. Why did we always fight. Why is it that everytime I come home and see ( Read more... )

my  life was turned upside down. I was faced with the choice to kick out the person who totally needed that house or move myself. so being who I am, I up and moved again. and what better place to move to than a house with a friend from highschool and his girlfriend who i fell in love with. because at that time it was perfect. it was me and brandon ( Read more... )