a year and a half ago i changed. i'm a completely different person than i was back then. i've been trying to figure out if this was a good change or a bad one. it's weird to think that one person could completely change certain aspects of my life ( Read more... )

hey, i'm in england. yeah. looking for a place to live. will update more once i have suitable lodging. the end.

so ready to not be taken advantage of. so ready to not be let down.

definitely thought it was gonna be better.

oh well. t minus 4 days

*edit - emo entry dedicated to jack daniels and a night of ruined expectations. woohoo!

it's been over a month since i have been on here. i haven't kept up with others' lives, but i promise i will once things stop being crazy.

i am moving in 12 days. 12 more days left in this country before i make my way into a completely new experience. i'm not going to lie, i am freaking out a bit.

these past couple weeks i've been spending a lot of ( Read more... )

distant

things to look forward to (in no particular order):

- pool parties in july
- adventure to the san diego zoo
- tomorrow being the end of house/dog/cat sitting and me being $700 richer
- wine tasting with family up north
- free disneyland on my birthday
- england
- orange county
- AIM

it's the little things that have me excited right now

a little less than 5 months left. then it's off to england. so, i figure i'll get a head start on some things. for starters, i need your addresses. i'll screen all comments. thanks!

also, you have any money you'd like to give me? haha. just kidding. your address will suffice.

it's a little bit sad to me that we can only be "normal" online. but i've built this wall that i won't let you break down again. i'm going to give someone else the sledgehammer this time ( Read more... )

i just cried for an hour and a half straight watching a documentary. eff

you've got six more months of my presence, united states. and then i'm gone for at least three years. incredible.