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[twoweektreasure]

Now? I'm thinking about change. I'm thinking that maybe, for me, each year means something new. A theme for the next twelve months... decision making? That would be progess-inducing. Momentarily I am swamped in confusion, more so than ever before. Strangely enough I am nearly void of emotion, so I think this is a good time to make choices. My life

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[elysium4_2]

hey girl do i know you i noticed we are friends!

[sidewalklove]

they mean thinking about everyone thats not where i am.

i miss you alot. <3

[fullymanual]

ive never been a stable person before. or a sober one... at least not since ive been old enough to know what high is. but in the past year ive gathered what few brain cells i have left and somehow built a stable-type life. i drink coffee like a fiend and until two weeks ago smoked like one too but thats it. and this past week since school got out ive spent a lot of time trying to figure out what changed in me or my life or my circumstances or in the stars... what changed to change me. and i still dont know what it is. maybe i finally grew up some, or reached a critical point in growing up where i realized its time to grow up. though i dont recall any of that happening so i think maybe i didnt grow up and the planets just shifted and the stars realigned and that explains it all. but good luck on a new set of holidays and holiday memories to/for you.