Do you ever wonder when will it be the last time? When will it all end? Will you face these trials again? Will those words be said? When is it time to say no more? When is it time to swallow it all and release everything and fall back into tranquility? When is it time to hold onto it, like the biting blade of a cold knife, grip it, feel the flesh ( Read more... )

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So I'm quitting my job and I'm back to being unemployed. I've been busting my ass for 13+ hours a day for the past week, I haven't made many sales, and on top of that, a lot of the stuff that I agreed to when I started working have changed. So that leaves me in a situation where I have less money than when I started, and did a ton of work, lost a ( Read more... )

So I just landed a job. A good fucking job. A job that will open doors for me I never dreamed or thought possible. I'm in sales. If I sell 1 unit at full price I'll make over $1000 that week. This is a good fucking job ( Read more... )

It's never a good idea to invite people over, and tell them how awful you think your roomates are when they are light sleepers and have good hearing. It may come back to bite you in the ass.

But I can't because my roomate and his fuck buddy/girl friend are making to much fucking noise. And people wonder why I wait until 5 am to go to bed.

Lets see how many things we can pile on today until I kill something.

Let see. Today I got yelled at, gave all my money away, got ditched, had to clean my old appartment by myself, and then got pulled over and got a ticket on the way home. I'm far to angry to think straight enough to list all the other thousand of things that happened today.

I sit here most days, playing games to try and take my mind away from my thoughts. Generally it works, it's when I'm not totally occupied that my mind stabs me in the spots that really sting. Like when I'm at work (If I had a better job, one that made me think I might not be so cynical or fucked up in the head) I actually called in today. I ( Read more... )

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