Not sure how to patch this bleeding facet of who I am.

[twiztednwarped]

I sit here most days, playing games to try and take my mind away from my thoughts. Generally it works, it's when I'm not totally occupied that my mind stabs me in the spots that really sting. Like when I'm at work (If I had a better job, one that made me think I might not be so cynical or fucked up in the head) I actually called in today. I

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[lirimaer]

Now the real question is, if someone offers you their hand to help hold you will you take it or are you stubborn enough to keep holding on by yourself?

The truest strength of all is knowing when to ask for help.

[lopeared_rabbit]

Silly Strahan, It's like reading a book. Very over-dramatic angst and depressive. You could try looking at the good rather than the bad, although I'm a fine one to preach.

Everything you wish of the world does not exist. Life is just life, no elaborate plot. No matter how hard we try to make it seem like something more, something worth while.. it's really not a big deal. We'll drone along the rest of our lives until we die, and soon after be forgotten. No continues, no ressurections. I won't even pretend to understand it all, because it can't be. Maybe we absorb ourselves in things like games, stories, fantasies, to hide the monotony of life. If education has done anything to me, it's broken the spirit of a believer. The only point to life is procreation, which humans have made rather complicated for themselves.

But anyways, that's just my thoughts after 3 smirnoff's and a night of anime, no need paying attention to it.

And nut-meg - stop being so summer camp. =P