yeah, so Im another casualty in the bloody LJ Myspace conflict. It has been a long battle, dried blood on my face, body aches even upon lifting my sword, and my choad is chaffed something fierce. The sheer volume of people I know on Myspace is really what did it. It has everything I like about this thing, plus random hookers and old friends popping ( Read more... )

Like going to say something and forgetting what it was ( Read more... )

so you want to be a writer?by Charles Bukowski ( Read more... )

'If Zora likened a hurricane to the eye of God and a common maxim holds harsh winters next to death; than what, pray-tell, is a July Floridian afternoon fuming in exhaust-laden gridlock?' Ethan mused ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm losing my grip on things. I left work reeling. I tried to catch my mental breath by leaning back into a fresh pack of cigarettes and a few drinks downtown. Spinning at the speed of thought, I choked back the 5 dead kids, fatal car wrecks, and multiple felonies... I slowly exhale.

Pulling my hat lower, I step from the basement bar on ( Read more... )

more of Tristan's laughable chivalry
read at risk of your own wasted time
though I promise you will laugh AT me

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Fuck me for playing the fool again... Though I play it so well. Everybody wants what or who they can't have, this though, is no consolation. I have never had a healthy relationship. I don't think that fact would matter so much if I didn't feel so pathetically lonely so much of the time. I've been smoking, drinking, fucking, and working myself into ( Read more... )

Familiar guitar riffs drift out of bars and remind me of being nestled in the bosom of a bustling city on a cool evening that has never happened in a place I only imagined... It shimmers in my mind like distance in the heat... Comes and goes like irrational adrenaline rushes at strange noises in quiet darkened rooms, or falling in and out of love ( Read more... )

yeah, most of you know 'em ( Read more... )