Well, it has been quite a long time since I've written in this. So much has happened to me, the biggest and the most life altering event to happpen to me: I'M IN LOVE!!

He is so great. He makes me smile and laugh like no other. Him and Ashley are my closest pals right now in my life, I recently have been making contact with Jenny. She seems to be ( Read more... )

LOST "Chris Willis", is my boyfriend. We were dating and having some fun, getting to know each other more closley than just as friends, then we go and steal a bottle from Longs. I really waqnted to get drunk and make love to my new Man, so he wanted to please me. We had gone down to Marsh street bridge to drink, then the police showed up and ( Read more... )

Gosh yesturday was by far highly unusual. Ashley jacked two bottles of alcohal, expecting to be able to go to SLO, and trade for bud. No such luck. I wound up bying some bud, and he gave me an extra bowl. We sucked off of a nice fatty, and I said fuck it, and began dring the alcohal.We all got so fucking high, I even had to pass. I have been ( Read more... )

gosh, I love my friends. They are so funny and dramatic. I feel I live in a soap opera. Fucking Days of our Lives shit. Apparently I have been saying some *shit* about my friend. Then another friend informed this was being said, about what I "said", so I then I asked what did I say, but she laughed and didn't know. So this friends is starting ( Read more... )

My new year's resolutions are:

1.Be Honest
2.Love everyone

that's it. I think thats all I can do.

Alright, Christmas sucked, now it's over!!
I want my birthday to be fucking awsome!! It never is, and no one remembers. So this year, I'm gonna remind everyone until the day. I don't want any thoughtful presents.... I want DrugsI want to get fucked up for my 19th birthday. My last year as a teenager, I want it to be a great fucking memory. I want ( Read more... )

woo. I'm back. I feel so mellow. "they call me mellow yellow!!"-- fucking groovy ass song. I decided to give into my urges.... hippie status-- level five. Highest level there is to be. You know you are jealous, admit it!!! ahahahahahahhahaha ( Read more... )

I am so fucking angry right now. My best friend was raped tonight. I wish I could be there and comfort her. I hate myself for being so fucking petty and mean to her about stupid shit. Why is it only when crisis happen, we chooses to forget and help out our friends?? I am a bitch to her, but I love her so much. I always will. I've been through so ( Read more... )

I'm Sick. My guess I've got some infectious disease. We are all going to die soon. The worst and majority of these deaths will be Infectious Diseases. I can't wait, it's going to be so much fun.

Last night I was in a car accident. Me, Jenny, Jamie, and this creepy guy Chris was giving us a ride to his place. We wanted to stay there, just so we could get spracted. We were close to templeton, then he started sliding into something on the right side of the car. Then he over-corrected, then he slammed on the brakes, we hydro-plained, lost ( Read more... )