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The Gay Geek Mystique.
The Gay Geek Mystique
About me or the long winded rant
My name is Jim. I am from Buffalo, NY, USA. Yes I’m from that snowy city the weathermen talk about. I’m from a city that is not NYC. Yes there are other cities in NY besides NYC.
I am a homosexual. But I’m not your typical gay man. I don’t fit into the molds that society both gay or otherwise. I ( Read more... ) -
Back again
Sorry I've been out of the limelight lately. I just haven't really felt the need to come online anymore. Plus my computer stinks. I hate slow ass computers and I can't stand waiting for pages to load. Anyhoo, life is going alright. Justin and I are still going strong and in love. I can't wait for our "wedding" next fall. I love him so much. He's ( Read more... ) -
Work and stuff
Work has been such a bitch lately. It seems like everyone has a beef with me. My staff member Sherry is a real cunt. I don't usually use the real C word but she is. I try to be the nicest person to her. I try to accomodate everyone of her requests. Still she has to find something to bitch to me about something. And it always seems like I'm the bad ( Read more... ) -
The Return
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Hello all
I know I know it's been like forever since I've updated my LiveJournal. Everyone must be thinking that I've dropped off the planet or got abducted by aliens, right? Or more likely, you've just forgotten me. Sniff sniff:-( Just Kidding ( Read more... ) -
And I'm back...
Hello All ( Read more... ) -
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I'm feeling better. I went to doctor's and I'm pretty proud of myself for doing that. It's the first step towards better health both physical and mental. I told him about my depressive state. He started me on some anti-depressants. We'll see how it goes. I do think that a therapist might be in order too. I gotta look for a psychiatrist/counselor ( Read more... ) -
Realizations...
Hello all
I know that if you've been reading my LJ. It's not been a pretty picture lately. After talking with a good friend last night and doing some research on the internet, I've come to the conclusion that I'm suffering from clinical depression or at least a mild to severe form of depression.
I'm going to seek treatment.Actually I just ( Read more... ) -
So far......so not good
Welcoming 2006 was at first hopeful. But now my struggle has begun. I thought that once the holidays and scheduled days off were over that my job would become a routine again. Fuck NO ( Read more... )