i believe i have been lied to, i can see now i've been used ( Read more... )

Oh, how shitty it feels to be used. But in the end I am able to walk away grateful and resilient. Fuck the little ants that never made a matter anyway. They were good for nothing from the get-go ( Read more... )

they said i'm no fun ( Read more... )

reaching for something real
and i know just how bad it burns to feel
but if nothings changing either way
then why don't you just say those things
you want to say today, today, today
just say those things you wanna say
you wanna say, you wanna say, you wanna say, heyyyy-a
it could be okay,
it could be o-kay-ay-ay....

i've been far below my knees caught up in unnecessary bullshit and thoughtless action. Consider that past now tossed from my window. This is a new begginning, a new opportunity, a fresh start. Another day. Another chance to live life my own way, to make the most of it, to find happiness and peace in little pockets of life all around me. I was ( Read more... )

i want to skullfuck the universe. i'm going to skullfuck the universe. i am off, to skullfuck the universe. who wants to skullfuck this shit with me? it's on.

touched, you say that i am too ( Read more... )

Whats there to say about 6 months in a matter of minutes? What is there NOT to say? Why am i trapped within a typing time frame of only minutes? Because it's 1:30 am, i have a doctor's appt. at 7, and i'm sleepy. The past 6 months have been....months. Months that agonozingly passed by in what felt like murderous torture each long and heavy day, yet ( Read more... )

my mind is mine ( Read more... )

BEYOND AND THROUGH ALL TIME I STAND