I'm feeling alot better today, although I'm down with the flu I believe. The lack of sleep and stress have been crushing down hard on me, and I have not been putting up well with that. Rehearsals went well today in the early afternoon and I managed to get seven-and-a-half hours of sleep just now. I had to cancel jamming with AOTS in the evening due ( Read more... )

I have been overloaded with work. Can't sleep much. 10 hours in 4 days. Feeling ill. Feeling angry with everyone, even my friends. Feeling disappointed with myself. Almost suicidal.

I want to just quit everything I am doing right now and pack all my shit and go overseas. No goodbyes, farewells and all that bullshit. I don't want to interact with ( Read more... )

I got my Schecter second-hand from this guy on the local forums two days ago. It was slightly damaged, but nothing serious. At S$250, it was quite a bargain. I had to replace the bridge pickup with a Seymour Duncan Invader humbucker and had the jack and tone knob changed. The guitar sounds absolutely fantastic, in both clean and distorted modes. ( Read more... )

Look at what your careless hands have wrought

The inexplicable deprecation of life

Apprehension in comfortable tension

Association by needless affirmation

Conflicted in fronting complications

Many windows guide not to the soul

Unnecessary words antagonize

Pretension in all its falsity is painful to watch

Extinguish the light that distracts the eye

Shadows ( Read more... )

I feel fine...
Don't wake me up yet
Oh the young and the old they get everything
and it's my turn...
I'm here, I'm someone to know

I'm calling the tune but
I'm losing the words

Laughingly I take the fevered applause
Of the people by the riverside
I'm walking, walking on water

God knows why
I'm losing the words.

- The Sundays; "I Feel"

2-3 hours of sleep since Wednesday. Drinking every night from Wednesday to Saturday. Played an insane gig on Saturday night that resulted in a boost in CD sales. Drastically injured my knees on Saturday/Sunday Morning due to drinking. Went to see our friends and supporters Antiht off at the airport on Monday. Had an insane/extensive tattoo session ( Read more... )

Ladies and Gentlemen, I present to you the completed work of my new project,

Dreamless in Metropolis.

A total of two months was spent crafting, recording, mixing and mastering these four songs. Vocals were done by my friend Jasmine. Do let me know what you think of it!

MikeO))) says:

i think the film is about open ends...
MikeO))) says:

the wife of the cowboy...we don't know what happened to her
MikeO))) says:

the assassin disappeared
MikeO))) says:

the old cop talking and the film ends
MikeO))) says:

i think it's about life's abruptness and discontinuation
Been riding away, so long from the day says:

yeh
Been riding away, ( Read more... )

I have come back to a point in my life where I feel like I have done nothing, or rather, achieved nothing to my name. My friends would say otherwise, but I sincerely believe that what I have "accomplished" in my life so far falls short of everything of which I have wanted to become or expected to become. I'm breaching into my mid-twenties and I ( Read more... )

 After 32 hours without sleep, 2 750ML bottles of Jim Beam Bourbon and a 6-pack of beer, I'm fucking fazzled out. I had a terrible pain in my stomach around 5 in the morning and I had no choice but to use the public restroom near Darren's place. I had to squat, and I let out a large chunk of what could have only been a CHOCOLATE BABY. On my journey ( Read more... )