Name: April
Age: 16
Gender: Female
What do you like most about yourself? Good question. What do I like about myself? I think... I like that fact that I'm... April. I like the fact that I like my own things, believe in my own things, and do my own things. (Yeah I say "things" a lot.) I'm glad of the fact that I'm not part of the population where everyone does what everyone does.
What do you like least about yourself? My low confidence... which is most likely the base of all my other flaws. I can get shy and nervous... why makes it hard for me to approach people or to do things by myself because I fear people would think that I'm incompetent.
How do you act in the company of other people? This school year, I made it a goal for me to become more outgoing and to get involved more. I'm trying to act like my more comfortable and bubbly self (this is how I act normally in front of people I know). Which is sorta working because now people say "Hello~" to me when I walk down the halls. That makes me really happy. Sometimes I can get nervous which leads me to become very quiet and shy. (But I won't let that happen to me this year! Grr!)
Put an X (or whatever symbol you'd like) on all the options that apply to you.
Example: [X] Happy
Which of these words appeal to you? (Explain in brief beside each of the options you chose, if you feel the need to expound.)
[X] Contented
[ ] Distressed
[X] Melancholy
[X] Moving
[ ] Frustrated
[X] Loving
[ ] Scared
[ ] Optimistic
[X] Kind
[X] Inquisitive
[ ] Self-important
[ ] Confident
[x] Loyal
Using the same list from above, which feelings do you experience the most? (Explain in brief if you want.)
[X] Contented (I'm usually content anyway)
[ ] Distressed
[ ] Melancholy
[X] Moving (I'm always moving... physically and emotionally. I am like the wind~)
{X] Frustrated (So busy... ack... it's killing me.)
[ ] Loving
[ ] Scared
[X] Optimistic (I'm really trying to be more open and make many more friends... so far I'm doing okay -thumbs up-)
[ ] Kind
[ ] Inquisitive
[ ] Self-important
[ ] Confident
[ ] Loyal
In general, are you more...
Introverted/extroverted? I'm an extrovert with introvert qualities.
Bold/timid? Both. I can be very open to other people, but on certain occasions I can get nervous and shy.
Warm/detached? I think of myself as a little candle. I am a tiny light way off in the distance... and the closer you get (or if you are already there), you will see how warm I am. ;D
Optimistic/pessimistic? I always say I'm optimistic... and some people believe I am optimistic... but I know that I'm pessimistic person.
Emotionally strong/weak? Weak. I'm quite sensitive and if you don't see me crying on the outside... it is because I'm drowning in tears on the inside.
Skeptical/trusting? Well... I don't exactly "trust" others anymore.
Ambitious/idle (or perhaps already content)? Ambitious. I hope to one day become a more outgoing, loving, and generous person. There is also school... but... doing well with my studies has always been my goal every year so... -shrug-
Explain your answers as much as you can.
Do you consider yourself moody? Why or why not? Oh yes. My emotions can switch very quickly and easily at the right moment. I do believe I should be a air/wind element after all. xD
What mood do you usually find yourself in? LATELY, stressful because of all these crazy things with school, ice skating, music lessons, and all this mumbo jumbo. Other than that, I'm usually pretty happy and doing my own thing. Sometimes I can get lonely, but I eventually just shake it off and use my lonliness to my advantage I guess.
Which feeling have you least experienced (or don't want to experience)? Well... I wouldn't really know. I got through all sorts of emotions everyday, so I can't exactly say which one. If it was from the list... it would probably be regret.
When someone wakes you up early in the morning, how do you usually react? I would probably ask the person, "5 more minutes...", then drift off to sleep, and then wake up on my own automatically. I usually wake up early in the morning anyway.
What do you think of what's happened in your life so far? Not bad actually. There have been some bad moments in my life, but those events helped me become a stronger and better person. I'm learning more and more everyday and I'm quite looking forward to the things that in store for me... even though I'm a little scared at the same time.
What do you imagine your future to be like? I honestly have no clue. If you asked me this same question when I was like... 6 years old I would have had a plan with charts and everything. However, I have no clue now. I'm just doing what I can for now.
Can you tell us something (anything! Can be a song, an object, fanart, anime, food, etc.) that touched you very deeply? When I went to Vietnam this year, I went to this one amusment park. I remember going to this one area where I saw this bear with his paws reaching outside of his cage. Everyone surrounding the bear was like, "He's scary" or "He's vicious." My half-sister and I got the idea to feed the bear, so we got some fruit that my mom bought and began to handfeed the bear. He was the sweetest and most gentle creature I have ever seen. He took the berries like a human child and he seemed gracious for it. Who wouldn't be? He was living in an awful cage and had stuff thrown at him. The more and more I traveled around the country, the more I saw of the poor living conditions of animals in captivity. The zoo I went to wasn't so bad, but places like the temples where monkeys were being kicked by children... gosh it made me want to cry so bad. That experience made me have a deeper love for nature and the animals of this planet.
If you were Mytho and had a choice not to get one (and only one) of your heart shards back, which one would it be and why? Disappointment. I hate the feeling of self-failure and I was raised up to fear disappointment. I would have said regret, but I honestly don't feel it as much as I do disappointment.
Votes:
one two three Sorry for typos! :D