She broke down last night. I hold her and it broke my soul. I had already cried too much earlier that night, I told him things that I didn't even know I was capable of saying. I told him that I was so empty sometimes that I didn't know what I was sometimes. I forgave him. And I wanted to be strong, and I think I was ( Read more... )

I'm not new at this but this is new for me
maybe i will take this as a diary?
too sleepy to figure that out, just posting this because I wanted to have at least one entry