All For You (One)
Title: All For You
Author: turnthepageover
Pairing: Jalex
Rating: NC-17
P.O.V.: Jack
Summary: Jack loves Alex. Alex loves Jack. But they have to keep their relationship secret from Alex's parents. What will they do when Jack finds out he's pregnant?
Disclaimer: I don't own Jack, Alex, or anyone in the lovely band and crew that make up All Time Low. They all own each other. Amen.
Warning: This is an mpreg. So if you're no into that sort of thing, I would suggest you don't read it.
I snapped my phone shut, clenching my fist around it tightly.
It's fucking eleven, and he hasn't called me yet. Not even a text to let me know the date was running late. His date with her. That fucking little-
I shoved the thoughts out of my head, clenching my fist tighter around my phone. I stopped pacing, turning and driving my balled up fist into the wall.
I gasped at the pain, dropping my phone to the floor and cradling my throbbing hand to my chest.
"Motherfucker," I hissed, kicking my desk chair and knocking it backwards.
"Jack, honey, are you okay?" I heard my mom's voice call up the stairs. I sighed, walking over to the door and sticking my head out of it.
"Yeah, mom, I'm fine. I accidentally knocked over my lamp, and it hit the wall," I yelled before shutting the door. I walked over to my bed, picking my phone up off the floor on the way. I collapsed on top of the mattress, sighing, and cuddled my pillow to my chest. It was alright for a second until I buried my face in it. Then I smelled him.
I groaned, throwing the pillow. I watched it hit the door right before it opened and my sister poked her head inside the room.
"Hey, baby bro," she said, coming in the room and shutting the door behind her.
"Hey," I replied glumly.
"Oh, Jack," she said, frowning as she walked over to sit on the bed next to me. "What's wrong?"
"Nothing's wrong," I lied, and she raised an eyebrow.
"Jack, that's bullshit. I heard you punch the wall from downstairs. And don't even try denying that because I can see how swollen your fist is," she told me, and I bit my lip. "Plus, you look like you're either about to burst into tears, or you're going to go on a rampage and rip somebody a new one."
"Okay, so maybe that's exactly how I feel," I told her, shrugging.
"It's about Alex, isn't it?"
"It's always about Alex," I confessed, feeling pathetic.
"I don't know how you do it, Jack. I guess I've just never loved anyone as much as you do," she told me, and I nodded.
"I wouldn't be able to handle it if I didn't love him so much. It just gets so hard sometimes. I mean, the last thing I want to do is share him with some girl. But if he doesn't lie and fake it, I lose him. And I can't even begin to imagine what I'd do if he was gone," I told her, feeling my eyes start to water. "Why am I crying?! I'm such a pussy!"
"Jack, crying doesn't make you a pussy," May told me, sighing as she moved my hair away from my face. "It makes you human."
I heard tapping on my window, and I looked over to see Alex's face looking in at me.
"Are you gonna let him in? I'll leave if you want me to," May said, and I nodded.
"I'm letting him in, but I'm not gonna make you leave unless you want," I told her, crawling over and sliding the window pane up for him. He slipped inside, shutting the window behind himself.
"Hey, babe," he said, smiling and pecking my lips. He pulled away when I didn't kiss him back, looking at me with a frown. "You're mad at me," he observed, sitting back and studying my face. "What did I do?"
I didn't answer him, so he looked over at May with pleading eyes.
"What did I do?" he asked again, and she shrugged her shoulders, shaking her head to signal that she didn't know.
"I'm not sure, but I would look at his hand if I were you. You're the only one he's going to listen to if he needs to go to the hospital," she told him, and I glared at her. I buried my hand underneath the blankets to hide it from him. Alex looked over at me, but I looked away from him.
"Let me see," he said, and I rolled my eyes.
"No," I muttered.
"Jack, please?" he asked.
"I said no," I told him, speaking louder.
"Please just show me your hand. I want to see it," Alex said. "Jack, if you hurt yourself-"
"What are you, my mother?" I snapped.
"No, but that's a good idea,' he said, opening his mouth to call my mom's name.
"Alex, come on," I whined.
"Then let me see your hand," he demanded, and I sighed, giving in. I uncovered my hand, holding it out for him. He took it gingerly in his hand, examining it. "This is really swollen. What did you do, punch the wall?"
"Yeah," I muttered, chewing on the corner of my bottom lip.
"The smart thing to do would be to go get this checked out-"
"I'm not going to the hospital," I told him.
"I know you won't," he responded. "Will you at least let me wrap it up?"
"I guess," I sighed, and he glanced over at May.
"Can you?" he started and she nodded, standing up and leaving the room to get the first-aid kit.
"When are you going to give up this fake I'm gonna be a rich doctor act?" I asked, and he glanced up at me.
"Maybe I want to be a doctor," he said.
"Oh, bullshit," I told him. "I know you better than that, Alex Gaskarth."
"Is this what you're so mad about?" he asked.
"I'm mad because I have to hide everything because my boyfriend is faking happiness living the life his mom and dad planned out for his brother-OW!" I yelled out in pain as he put too much pressure on my knuckles.
"You deserved that," he told me and I sighed.
"I'm sorry, Alex," I told him, regretting mentioning his brother when I saw the pained expression on his face.
"We've talked about this, Jack," he told me. "I'm not trying to fucking hurt you, but I'm not oblivious enough to not see that I am. But I owe this to them. I'm the reason Daniel-" He flung his arms up, going quiet.
"No, you're not, Lex!" I told him.
"Shut up," he muttered.
"No! You don't know why Daniel did it. you can't just keep blaming yourself because you feel guilty," I told him. He shook his head, dropping my hand.
"I'll just wrap your hand up and then go home. You're already pissed at me enough," he said.
"No, Alex. You don't have to leave. I've been waiting to hear from you all night."
"Why? So you could fight with me?" he asked.
"Lexy, baby," I said, putting my hand on his arm, wincing when I tried to curl my fingers around it.
"What?" he asked.
"Stay, please," I said, and he nodded. "I'm sorry I got pissed at you."
"You don't need to apologize," he told me, and I leaned my head on his shoulder.
"I just- I missed you. I haven't seen you all day, and then you stopped texting me. I knew you were going on your," I gritted my teeth," your date with Brynn tonight. And I was- I was just a little jealous."
"You were jealous? Really, Jack?" he teased and I rolled my eyes.
"Yep, I was jealous," I said. "Of course I was! You're my Alex, and I don't like sharing you."
"When we graduate, and I move out, you won't be sharing me with anyone," he told me.
"That's like, four months from now," I sighed.
"it's either that or I could break up with Brynn, come out of the closet, and then get shipped off to military school so they can drill the fag out of of me," he told me.
"Or you could just break up with Brynn and not come out. Then I wouldn't have to share you and you can stay here."
"Right. If I break up with Brynn, my dad will know something is going on. He thinks we're getting married. And you know both of my parents think she'll be the perfect daughter-in-law," he said, and I snorted.
"Yeah, that may be true. But just remember, no one could ever you love you as much as I do, Alex," I told him.
"I know, baby. And I love you way more than that," Alex told me, leaning forward and pressing our lips together in a loving kiss.
The door opened, and I jumped away from him, head automatically turning towards the door. May walked inside, first-aid kit in hand. She shut the door behind her, walking forward and handing Alex the kit. He took out the wrap, along with safety pins to hold it in place.
"Oh, Alex," May said, and he glanced up at her. "I'm supposed to tell you that you're allowed to use the front door and you don't have to climb up the tree next time. My mom said she'd rather not have the neighbors calling the cops on you saying that you're trying to break in," May told him, and Alex laughed.
"What if I'm sneaking in at, like, two in the morning?" Alex asked, beginning to wrap my hand.
"There's a key for the back door hidden in the cherub in the garden," she concluded, and Alex looked up at me, eyes sparkling excitedly.
"I may be wrong, but I don't think that's my mom inviting you over in the middle of the night to rape her son," I told him.
"Honey, it's not rape when you're willing," he said, and I rolled my eyes. He pinned the wrap, letting go of my hand and smiled at me.
I cuddled back up to him, wrapping my arms around his waist and shoving my nose in his neck.
"May," I called out softly.
"Hmm?" she hummed in response. I began kissing Alex's neck softly, licking a small stripe as I pulled away to talk to my sister.
"You can leave now," I told her, and she huffed.
"Fine," she said, and I smiled sweetly at her. As soon as the door clicked shut, I shoved Alex down his back and continued my assault on his neck.
"Jack," he breathed, laughing lightly as his hands slid down to cup my ass. He squeezed it roughly, causing me to sink my teeth into his neck. "Hey, hey, easy with the teeth. You know I can't have marks!"
"No one would know! Everyone would think your girlfriend did it!"
"Yeah, everyone except my girlfriend. And our parents would kill me!" he said, and I sighed, sitting up and moving to the other side of the bed. "What?"
"It really fucking kills the mood when you start talking about her. Especially when you refer to her as your girlfriend," I told him.
"Baby, please," he pleaded. "Please don't do this to me right now!"
"I'm not doing anything," I replied, and he moved to sit awkwardly in my lap.
"I love you," he told me, kissing my jaw. He kissed his way down my neck.
"You better not be leaving any marks on me now," I told him as he bit down lightly on my Adam's apple.
"Don't worry about it," he told me and I rolled my eyes. He moved down my body, sitting up on his knees as he pulled my shorts down slightly.
"You really think I'm gonna fuck you tonight?" I questioned him as he bent down to bite my hipbone. I fought back the gasp that almost passed through my lips, glaring at him.
"No, but I was thinking that you might like a blow job," he told me, licking and kissing my happy trail, lips traveling downward with the more skin he exposed.
I bit my lip, stopping any sounds from escaping my lips, but still unable to stop the growing erection just inches away from his lips.
"I-I might," I squeaked, failing at keeping my voice relaxed. He smirked, pulling my short down the rest of the way and quickly ducking his head down to take me in his mouth.
Author: turnthepageover
Pairing: Jalex
Rating: NC-17
P.O.V.: Jack
Summary: Jack loves Alex. Alex loves Jack. But they have to keep their relationship secret from Alex's parents. What will they do when Jack finds out he's pregnant?
Disclaimer: I don't own Jack, Alex, or anyone in the lovely band and crew that make up All Time Low. They all own each other. Amen.
Warning: This is an mpreg. So if you're no into that sort of thing, I would suggest you don't read it.
I snapped my phone shut, clenching my fist around it tightly.
It's fucking eleven, and he hasn't called me yet. Not even a text to let me know the date was running late. His date with her. That fucking little-
I shoved the thoughts out of my head, clenching my fist tighter around my phone. I stopped pacing, turning and driving my balled up fist into the wall.
I gasped at the pain, dropping my phone to the floor and cradling my throbbing hand to my chest.
"Motherfucker," I hissed, kicking my desk chair and knocking it backwards.
"Jack, honey, are you okay?" I heard my mom's voice call up the stairs. I sighed, walking over to the door and sticking my head out of it.
"Yeah, mom, I'm fine. I accidentally knocked over my lamp, and it hit the wall," I yelled before shutting the door. I walked over to my bed, picking my phone up off the floor on the way. I collapsed on top of the mattress, sighing, and cuddled my pillow to my chest. It was alright for a second until I buried my face in it. Then I smelled him.
I groaned, throwing the pillow. I watched it hit the door right before it opened and my sister poked her head inside the room.
"Hey, baby bro," she said, coming in the room and shutting the door behind her.
"Hey," I replied glumly.
"Oh, Jack," she said, frowning as she walked over to sit on the bed next to me. "What's wrong?"
"Nothing's wrong," I lied, and she raised an eyebrow.
"Jack, that's bullshit. I heard you punch the wall from downstairs. And don't even try denying that because I can see how swollen your fist is," she told me, and I bit my lip. "Plus, you look like you're either about to burst into tears, or you're going to go on a rampage and rip somebody a new one."
"Okay, so maybe that's exactly how I feel," I told her, shrugging.
"It's about Alex, isn't it?"
"It's always about Alex," I confessed, feeling pathetic.
"I don't know how you do it, Jack. I guess I've just never loved anyone as much as you do," she told me, and I nodded.
"I wouldn't be able to handle it if I didn't love him so much. It just gets so hard sometimes. I mean, the last thing I want to do is share him with some girl. But if he doesn't lie and fake it, I lose him. And I can't even begin to imagine what I'd do if he was gone," I told her, feeling my eyes start to water. "Why am I crying?! I'm such a pussy!"
"Jack, crying doesn't make you a pussy," May told me, sighing as she moved my hair away from my face. "It makes you human."
I heard tapping on my window, and I looked over to see Alex's face looking in at me.
"Are you gonna let him in? I'll leave if you want me to," May said, and I nodded.
"I'm letting him in, but I'm not gonna make you leave unless you want," I told her, crawling over and sliding the window pane up for him. He slipped inside, shutting the window behind himself.
"Hey, babe," he said, smiling and pecking my lips. He pulled away when I didn't kiss him back, looking at me with a frown. "You're mad at me," he observed, sitting back and studying my face. "What did I do?"
I didn't answer him, so he looked over at May with pleading eyes.
"What did I do?" he asked again, and she shrugged her shoulders, shaking her head to signal that she didn't know.
"I'm not sure, but I would look at his hand if I were you. You're the only one he's going to listen to if he needs to go to the hospital," she told him, and I glared at her. I buried my hand underneath the blankets to hide it from him. Alex looked over at me, but I looked away from him.
"Let me see," he said, and I rolled my eyes.
"No," I muttered.
"Jack, please?" he asked.
"I said no," I told him, speaking louder.
"Please just show me your hand. I want to see it," Alex said. "Jack, if you hurt yourself-"
"What are you, my mother?" I snapped.
"No, but that's a good idea,' he said, opening his mouth to call my mom's name.
"Alex, come on," I whined.
"Then let me see your hand," he demanded, and I sighed, giving in. I uncovered my hand, holding it out for him. He took it gingerly in his hand, examining it. "This is really swollen. What did you do, punch the wall?"
"Yeah," I muttered, chewing on the corner of my bottom lip.
"The smart thing to do would be to go get this checked out-"
"I'm not going to the hospital," I told him.
"I know you won't," he responded. "Will you at least let me wrap it up?"
"I guess," I sighed, and he glanced over at May.
"Can you?" he started and she nodded, standing up and leaving the room to get the first-aid kit.
"When are you going to give up this fake I'm gonna be a rich doctor act?" I asked, and he glanced up at me.
"Maybe I want to be a doctor," he said.
"Oh, bullshit," I told him. "I know you better than that, Alex Gaskarth."
"Is this what you're so mad about?" he asked.
"I'm mad because I have to hide everything because my boyfriend is faking happiness living the life his mom and dad planned out for his brother-OW!" I yelled out in pain as he put too much pressure on my knuckles.
"You deserved that," he told me and I sighed.
"I'm sorry, Alex," I told him, regretting mentioning his brother when I saw the pained expression on his face.
"We've talked about this, Jack," he told me. "I'm not trying to fucking hurt you, but I'm not oblivious enough to not see that I am. But I owe this to them. I'm the reason Daniel-" He flung his arms up, going quiet.
"No, you're not, Lex!" I told him.
"Shut up," he muttered.
"No! You don't know why Daniel did it. you can't just keep blaming yourself because you feel guilty," I told him. He shook his head, dropping my hand.
"I'll just wrap your hand up and then go home. You're already pissed at me enough," he said.
"No, Alex. You don't have to leave. I've been waiting to hear from you all night."
"Why? So you could fight with me?" he asked.
"Lexy, baby," I said, putting my hand on his arm, wincing when I tried to curl my fingers around it.
"What?" he asked.
"Stay, please," I said, and he nodded. "I'm sorry I got pissed at you."
"You don't need to apologize," he told me, and I leaned my head on his shoulder.
"I just- I missed you. I haven't seen you all day, and then you stopped texting me. I knew you were going on your," I gritted my teeth," your date with Brynn tonight. And I was- I was just a little jealous."
"You were jealous? Really, Jack?" he teased and I rolled my eyes.
"Yep, I was jealous," I said. "Of course I was! You're my Alex, and I don't like sharing you."
"When we graduate, and I move out, you won't be sharing me with anyone," he told me.
"That's like, four months from now," I sighed.
"it's either that or I could break up with Brynn, come out of the closet, and then get shipped off to military school so they can drill the fag out of of me," he told me.
"Or you could just break up with Brynn and not come out. Then I wouldn't have to share you and you can stay here."
"Right. If I break up with Brynn, my dad will know something is going on. He thinks we're getting married. And you know both of my parents think she'll be the perfect daughter-in-law," he said, and I snorted.
"Yeah, that may be true. But just remember, no one could ever you love you as much as I do, Alex," I told him.
"I know, baby. And I love you way more than that," Alex told me, leaning forward and pressing our lips together in a loving kiss.
The door opened, and I jumped away from him, head automatically turning towards the door. May walked inside, first-aid kit in hand. She shut the door behind her, walking forward and handing Alex the kit. He took out the wrap, along with safety pins to hold it in place.
"Oh, Alex," May said, and he glanced up at her. "I'm supposed to tell you that you're allowed to use the front door and you don't have to climb up the tree next time. My mom said she'd rather not have the neighbors calling the cops on you saying that you're trying to break in," May told him, and Alex laughed.
"What if I'm sneaking in at, like, two in the morning?" Alex asked, beginning to wrap my hand.
"There's a key for the back door hidden in the cherub in the garden," she concluded, and Alex looked up at me, eyes sparkling excitedly.
"I may be wrong, but I don't think that's my mom inviting you over in the middle of the night to rape her son," I told him.
"Honey, it's not rape when you're willing," he said, and I rolled my eyes. He pinned the wrap, letting go of my hand and smiled at me.
I cuddled back up to him, wrapping my arms around his waist and shoving my nose in his neck.
"May," I called out softly.
"Hmm?" she hummed in response. I began kissing Alex's neck softly, licking a small stripe as I pulled away to talk to my sister.
"You can leave now," I told her, and she huffed.
"Fine," she said, and I smiled sweetly at her. As soon as the door clicked shut, I shoved Alex down his back and continued my assault on his neck.
"Jack," he breathed, laughing lightly as his hands slid down to cup my ass. He squeezed it roughly, causing me to sink my teeth into his neck. "Hey, hey, easy with the teeth. You know I can't have marks!"
"No one would know! Everyone would think your girlfriend did it!"
"Yeah, everyone except my girlfriend. And our parents would kill me!" he said, and I sighed, sitting up and moving to the other side of the bed. "What?"
"It really fucking kills the mood when you start talking about her. Especially when you refer to her as your girlfriend," I told him.
"Baby, please," he pleaded. "Please don't do this to me right now!"
"I'm not doing anything," I replied, and he moved to sit awkwardly in my lap.
"I love you," he told me, kissing my jaw. He kissed his way down my neck.
"You better not be leaving any marks on me now," I told him as he bit down lightly on my Adam's apple.
"Don't worry about it," he told me and I rolled my eyes. He moved down my body, sitting up on his knees as he pulled my shorts down slightly.
"You really think I'm gonna fuck you tonight?" I questioned him as he bent down to bite my hipbone. I fought back the gasp that almost passed through my lips, glaring at him.
"No, but I was thinking that you might like a blow job," he told me, licking and kissing my happy trail, lips traveling downward with the more skin he exposed.
I bit my lip, stopping any sounds from escaping my lips, but still unable to stop the growing erection just inches away from his lips.
"I-I might," I squeaked, failing at keeping my voice relaxed. He smirked, pulling my short down the rest of the way and quickly ducking his head down to take me in his mouth.