My dreams don't even seem to be able to decide what they'll be. One night I'm watching my father sail away, the next Will is rejecting me all over again, the next I have to watch Cafall being shot ( Read more... )

I've been walking with Merryn a lot these past few days. I don't think I've even been home very often. I miss Will, but perhaps that's best. I'm being careful not to get burned, of course, but the back of my neck is suspiciously sore ( Read more... )

My clothes are back and Merryn just got back. Thank you, Renge, for looking after her. She's a very clever dog, but... Anyway, I think I'll take her for a walk now ( Read more... )

Duo is a good friend. Will, too.

Merryn went off again. If any of you see her, give her an ear-scratch from me. I think she gets bored of me being... morose.

I've just... never felt so bad in all my life. Not even when Cafall was shot.

He does not love me. He is straight.

I wish I had never served the Light. I wish I had never met him. I wish I had never been taken into his time. I wish I had never been born at all.

Someone had better take care of Merryn for me.

In case anyone is wondering why they haven't seen me, I'm staying firmly out of the sun until I get my clothes back. Which means any sun.

Crispy albino is not on the menu.

What have I missed?

[OOC: Got caught up in doing other things which is why I wasn't around. It's good having an albino who hides away from the sun, really. xD]

Okay, I just signed up for the school thing. It might keep my mind off a certain person the need to go home. It just says "science" on the thing, so I suppose my science might be ahead of it. I took all three sciences as separate subjects back at home ( Read more... )

I still need to find my sunglasses. Will still needs to come out of the library once in a while. I'm still in love with someone who appears to miss all my hints and seems to be pretty much straight. Cach.There's a school thing starting up. I don't quite understand the system, but I'll try and sign up when I can. It'll swallow up some time -- and ( Read more... )

I wish I was back at home making tea for Da and John, with Merryn barking over the stupidest things and people speaking Welsh and talking about sheep and fences and tourists. I wish I could go and see Rhys and listen to him talking about what Mrs Evans knows about Will's family and how the fields are doing and have him tease me about a certain ( Read more... )

I lost my tail a week ago. I'm quite glad. This week, though, I haven't done much, but it seems like there's an influx of new arrivals. I haven't spoken to any of them, but no doubt Will will want me to.

And before you start, Will, I have not been moping, pining, or anything of the kind. :|

[OOC: I had a busy week and didn't check this journal, ( Read more... )