Every so often I find myself coming back to livejournal because I feel like I need an anonymous place to post my feelings.

It's been a while since the last update. Reflecting I have changed a lot, but not at all.

Still alone,
Still wanting,
Still fighting.

I've decided to cheat on facebook and come bak to livejournal. Hopefully ill keep posting on this, whether anyone is reading it or not. I know i always say that, but i bealive that i should at least keep these thoughts and feelings recorded somewhere... and the most secure place now is Lupe livejournal since no one uses it anymore ( Read more... )

so i decided to come back to livejournal. never in my life have i felt more alone..and lost. i'm hoping that writing down my thoughts might allow me to keep my sanity a little longer ( Read more... )

Life is a Fuken joke...

and its not funny.....

A quote that i've remember since i was young ( Read more... )

i know we have gone through a lot of shit in the past...

but i truly love my brother....

he's the only one who knows the true me.

i just want to drift at sea....

looking for the thing i have yet to find...

Someone Save me from myself......

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yea i know..i can't fuken delete this thing for good...

but now we enter part 3 of this fuken story...

and i SWEAR these new journal entries aren't gonna suck...