list of immediate concerns .0039:

-escaping a family trap
-moving...questions like: where? when? how? but not why...
-painting walls
-allowing weather to chill
-maintaining indifference

list of immediate concerns .0036:

-levels in my bloodstream and keeping them balanced
-i decided not to take workshop next semester.
-we are all flawed

list of immediate concerns .0034:

-reaction time is still slow

list of immediate concerns .0032:

-today was bright and the uv was perfect
-and fine really means indeed and abide
-when i spoke to him in words he understood and i meant it
-and i'm fine and i know where i'm at

list of immediate concerns .0031:

-the girl
-school
-surgery
-medications--running low
-inspiration

list of immediate concerns .0030:

-a good friend of mine will be a doctor in 5 months.
-he said that he can learn a surgery to remove all of my swollen scars.
-i thought: maybe just the big one across my chest.
-he said: "that's not you. you don't want to advertise your past."

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list of immediate concerns .0028:

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list of immediate concerns .0027:

-i am so fucking tired
-i never should have
-and now something drastic: changes

list of immediate concerns .0026:

-pencil me in
-first snow
-am i ready for the winter?
-i think so for sure
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