well tonight was the best night in my life so far...it was mine and kira's 2 year anniversary...i took her to a restaurant in orland park called the canoe club...it was really cool, they had a 40 foot tall palm tree in the middle of the dinning room and a 30 foot water fall plus a shark tank...the place was awesome and so was dinner...she loved the ( Read more... )

so this weekend was fun...kira's 18th b-day was sunday and we went to medieval(sp?) times which was fun since she wanted to go and i hadn't been there in like 10-11 years...friday was poker and didn't do so hot and haven't been lately but oh well...on a more personal note...i need to start having fun when i bowl...i take it too seriously and i need ( Read more... )

So today, or actually yesterday concluded kira's state tournament in rockford...she was really excited that she made but i don't think she ever though she would have done as well as she did...i always knew she was an excellent bowler, but she awesome...out of the thousands of girls who bowl for high school in the state of illinois, she was 9th... ( Read more... )

hey everyone i haven't really updated in awhile but i thought i should because today Kira made it to state for bowling...it was one of her main goals every since last year and she did it...she bowled awesome today and i'm so proud of her...i can't wait till next friday to go and watch her and hopefully she does just as well...in other news i hope ( Read more... )

Of all the things someone can get hit by, a fucking deer hits my car. What luck. I stopped so the damn thing can go back into the woods and what does he do, he rams my car. Thanks a lot. LOL. Oh well at least I'm ok.

I can't fucking take this shit anymore...

I need to leave...

This place is killing me and I can't take it...

I'm going to go insane unless something changes...

I just can't take it...

i'm totally lost for words...i can't explain what i'm going through right now...it hurts too much...i don't want this to happen but i don't know what else to do...i'm totally lost

ok so i'm sitting here about to go to bed and just felt like talking since no-one is online and my baby left and went to bed...i know i've made mistakes in my life and i know i've hurt people in the past...those are things that have happened that i can't change but that i have to deal with everyday, some more then others...right now i have a great ( Read more... )

Hey it's kinda been awhile since i last updated so here it goes...this last weekend i was in ohio with my baby for her softball tournament...i had a lot of fun watching her and hanging around with her and my birthday was also fun...everyone always expects to get totally smashed on their 21st b-day but mine wasn't like that at all and i had a blast ( Read more... )

Well it's been awhile since i've updated so i think i'll do it now. School has been ok so far and things are lookin good so i hope they stay that way. Today my baby is going to get her permit and i hope she gets it. Good luck baby i love you. Other then that i really don't know what to say cuz everyone else that i would usually see on the ( Read more... )