So lets start by saying I'm a complete reck lately... I'ma just start with the guy problems....Yeah so Bryan and I did go out but we broke up because I didnt know how to tell ryan and he got pissed, now he hates me and says I'm a part of his past he's tired of remembering. Dont really talk to anyone at zhs anymore, well except for katie... I <3 ( Read more... )

yeah so this has been the most crazy week of my pretty much boring life! first lets start with last weekend,saturday i started hangen out with a guy named Nate, he's awsome! then sunday, there was drama at his house, but I spent the night anyways, and as soon as his mom was out of the room we.... ok yeah.... you know what we did, and we didnt get ( Read more... )

one good thing I forgott to mention..... I got a whole shit load of stuff off of ebay, like shirts ,piercing kits, shoes, toung rings, belly button rings for kt, and a few lip rings for ryan..... though i dont know yet what ima do with em, I think I'm just gonne pierce my lip and use em myself! just a thought! well with that said, Ima go ( Read more... )

Wow today was so unexpected, Ryan dumped me, not on the phone or in person, but on my away message, on aim, ok, now I've got to take a few steps back to review what just happened, I mean here we were going fine (or so i thought) and all along him secretly hating me, this is one of those days where old habbits are gonna die hard! Oh and what makes ( Read more... )

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ok yeah so im at ryans and ima be here till tomarrow, I went to see fantastic 4 last night it was pretty good but I've deffinately seen better movies! Yeah so anywho today ryan has a four hour drugs and achohol haha thats funny like he needs anyone to tell him about either of the two! lol! anyways yeah so today I guess the four hours he's in that ( Read more... )

I work at a daycare facility, and will be a senior this year! I'm really content in my life right now! I have a great job, great boyfriend, good friends, and everything is finally falling into place, but it hasnt always been like this, I've been through one trama after another, It's like when one thing gets better something else goes wrong. But ( Read more... )

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