Skiing today. It took my mind off my trouble. I fell. I fell, and I remembered everything. Everyone. And I realized...things really do happen for reasons. When I got home, I read. And now I know...Victoria's gone. She's actually gone ( Read more... )

Tonight
I will find no rest.

Billy brags to me that he grinded with sabrina. He expected me to be happy for him. No, Billy, I'm not happy with you. I don't give a shit about sabrina. She's a dumb bitch.

A change in subject. Jackie....I love her. I love her more than anything in this world. I haven't seen her in over a month. I think about her a lot. That is why I am usually depressed. I deeply miss her, and I love her. It's been...1 month and 2 weeks. That's a lot of time to be away from some one. I want to see her again. Perhaps when ski season ( Read more... )

You're gone. I dedicate this song to Victoria. We love you Victoria ( Read more... )

That was the hardest thing I've ever had to do...say goodbye.

This is the time of our lives when we mature. The time when we experience change for the first time. When we find out who our real friends are. And find out who we value above others. This is the time when things start getting to us inside. This is the time when we realize that the world happens to us as well as others. This is when we find out ( Read more... )

IF I could get a vaction from life, I would appreciate it much. Warlord got shot the other day...I hope he get's better...It is times like these when I really appreciate my friends ( Read more... )

I don't want victoria to leave...

The best years of our lives ( Read more... )

I find that the way I calm my mind to be able to think is meditation. I meditate at least before I go to bed every night for about an hour. This means I usually don't get to sleep till well after 11:30. But, the meditation taking out of sleep time affects me not in the morning ( Read more... )